can pass.
Your small sob is enough for many pains,
as locomotive-power can pull long trains.
When will we step inside the looking-glass?
Through two points only one straight line can pass.
At times I stands apart, at times it rhymes
with you, at times we ’s singular, at times
plural, at times I don’t know what. Alas,
through two points only one straight line can pass.
Our life of joy turns to a life of tears,
our life eternal to a life of years.
Our life of gold became a life of brass.
Through two points only one straight line can pass.
Half the People in the World
Half the people in the world
love the other half,
half the people
hate the other half.
Must I because of this half and that half
go wandering and changing ceaselessly
like rain in its cycle,
must I sleep among rocks,
and grow rugged like the trunks of olive trees,
and hear the moon barking at me,
and camouflage my love with worries,
and sprout like frightened grass between the railroad tracks,
and live underground like a mole,
and remain with roots and not with branches,
and not feel my cheek against the cheek of angels,
and love in the first cave,
and marry my wife beneath a canopy
of beams that support the earth,
and act out my death, always
till the last breath and the last
words and without ever understanding,
and put flagpoles on top of my house
and a bomb shelter underneath. And go out on roads
made only for returning and go through
all the appalling stations—
cat, stick, fire, water, butcher,
between the kid and the angel of death?
Half the people love,
half the people hate.
And where is my place between such well-matched halves,
and through what crack will I see
the white housing projects of my dreams
and the barefoot runners on the sands
or, at least, the waving
of a girl’s kerchief, beside the mound?
For My Birthday
Thirty-two times I went out into my life,
each time causing less pain to my mother,
less to other people,
more to myself.
Thirty-two times I have put on the world
and still it doesn’t fit me.
It weighs me down,
unlike the coat that now takes the shape of my body
and is comfortable
and will gradually wear out.
Thirty-two times I went over the account
without finding the mistake,
began the story
but wasn’t allowed to finish it.
Thirty-two years I’ve been carrying along with me
my father’s traits
and most of them I’ve dropped along the way,
so I could ease the burden.
And weeds grow in my mouth. And I wonder,
and the beam in my eyes, which I won’t be able to remove,
has started to blossom with the trees in springtime.
And my good deeds grow smaller
and smaller. But
the interpretations around them have grown huge, as in
an obscure passage of the Talmud
where the text takes up less and less of the page
and Rashi and the other commentators
close in on it from every side.
And now, after thirty-two times,
I am still a parable
with no chance to become its meaning.
And I stand without camouflage before the enemy’s eyes,
with outdated maps in my hand,
in the resistance that is gathering strength and between towers,
and alone, without recommendations
in the vast desert.
Two Photographs
1. Uncle David
When Uncle David fell in the First World War,
the high Carpathians buried him in snow.
And just as buried: his hard questions. So
I never found out what the answers were.
But somehow the brass buttons on his coat
opened for me. My life began far from
the pure white of his death, and like a gate
his face swung open, and because of him
I live my answer, as a part of all
that did survive, after the deep snow fell.
And he, still posing sadly as before,
dressed in the antique uniform and the
sharp helmet, seems like an ambassador
from some strange land a hundred years away.
2. Passport Photograph of a Young Woman
Pinned to the paper like a butterfly.
How is it your identity’s still breathing
between the pages? Your mouth was set to