The Seduction of Gretchen: Paranormal Erotic Romance (Anam Céile Chronicles) Read Online Free Page B

another to dictate or influence my choices.
    After a few minutes of attempting this, I slumped back upon
my bed in frustration.  Try as I might, I resolved myself to the fact that I
simply could not drive him from my mind.  Nor was I successful in replacing him
with more harmless, empty thinking.  Actually, I found there was absolutely
nothing else in my mind but him .  With just one look, somehow he had
succeeded in occupying every facet of my mind.
    I have always valued my independence of anyone else—
especially from men— my freedom to do what I want, when I want, to enjoy having
sex with whomever I want, not being committed to one person, my life restricted
in any way by another.
    So how is it this has happened to me without my allowing
it?  What is this spell he has placed upon me?  I never wanted this, never
asked for it.  And yet, all the same, here it is.  Beyond my control…
    Somewhere amidst my deliberations, I fell into sleep.  That
night, I dreamt of him.  Dreamt of him making love to me, of all things!  I had
to laugh at that, for I knew that would only be possible in my dreams.  And
every night thereafter I dreamt of him again.  My mind was consumed with
thoughts of him with every passing second.
    Utterly lost I had become to this man who I had seen but
once.
     

     
    N ot a day, not a minute passed that I did not find
myself thinking of him .  And every day that passed and I did not see him
again only made me feel more restless, more frustrated, and more foolish.
    Likely he was merely passing through our fine city and I
shall never see him again.  I am fairly certain I have never seen him here
before.  No, actually, I am positive.  Never could I have missed someone like
him.  
    Besides, what the hell am I doing fantasizing about some
Vampire?  Was my life not perfectly lovely before I saw him?  Was I not having
the time of my life enjoying all these gorgeous men… men who can actually
pleasure me fully.  What would I want with someone like him, who cannot offer
me the pleasure I have so come to crave and relish?
    Just when I had convinced myself to be strong and drive all
thoughts of him from my mind, there he was again.  Not that I had been the
least bit successful in my endeavour, mind you.  But I was certain I could have been— given enough time.
    It was the last show of the night.  There I was on stage,
only this time I saw him the moment I walked out onto the stage.  Like he was
calling to me intuitively, my eyes shot straight to him.  And again, his blue
eyes penetrated mine as none others ever had.  It was as though he had the
ability to peer directly into my soul.  My heart seizing within my chest,
suddenly I felt as though I could not breathe. 
    Interrupting my moment, the female with whom I was
performing started kissing me, her hands moving to my breasts.  I tried to keep
my eyes on him, but I could not.  Projecting all of my pent up desire for him
into it, I returned her kiss ferociously as the male groped at us both,
anxiously awaiting for his turn.
    Pushing me onto my back, the female moved her body between
my legs and commenced to licking me, the male coming around to my face and
pushing his organ into my mouth.  So much was going on, I was feeling
overwhelmed and all the while wishing I could see him , but try as I
might, I could not.  Nonetheless, just the mere knowledge of him being there,
watching me, was making me so hot that it was like all the sensations of my
body were accelerated.
    Before I knew it, I was climaxing from her tongue upon my
sex, my mind focused upon him .  Still in the midst of my orgasm, the
male at my head quickly made his way between my legs, slapping the derriere of
the female still there who simply climbed up my body and perched herself upon
my face so that I could return the favour.  I tried to turn my head to get a
glimpse of him, but the female was upon me so fast that I did not have the
chance.   
    I would just have to