notebook from her backpack.
âYou doing okay?â he asked quietly.
Abby wished he would just forget about what had happened in class yesterday. She was a different person now. Didnât he know that?
âIâm fine,â she told him. âEverythingâs fine.â
When Myla and Casey walked into the classroom, Abby smiled at them to see what would happen, and wasnât surprised when they acted like they hadnât seen her. She blew into her fist again. She still wasnât dead.
Donât get cute, her father liked to tell her, and Abby heard him say it again as she waved goodbye to Myla and called, âSee you later, Casey,â at the end of the period.
Who was being cute?
She crammed her books back into her backpack. She had PE next, and it was a dress-out week. She wondered if the bleachers would be pulled out from the wall in the gym. If they were, she might be able to hide underneath them, the linoleum cool beneath her legs. She wouldnât have to spend the entire period pulling her shirt so it stretched enough to hide the tops of her legs in the stupid gym shorts that made her feel practically naked. Most sixth-grade girls had toothpick legs, skinny bird legs, but not Abby. She had Jell-O knees, marshmallow thighs. It was humiliating.
A shadow fell across her desk. When Abbylooked up, Anoop Chatterjee was standing in front of her. He was such a skinny, slim-jim kind of kid, she was surprised he cast a shadow at all.
âI am correct that you have B lunch?â he asked, and when she nodded, he said, âWould you care to join me?â
If Anoop Chatterjee had asked her to marry him, she couldnât have been any more surprised. âUh, where do you sit?â
âWith my friend Jafar, near the teachersâ table. But Jafar is not here today, and I would like company.â
He didnât appear to be nervous. He didnât appear to be madly in love with her. He looked at Abby in a calm and measured way, as though he was willing to wait many minutes for her answer.
âSure, okay,â she told him. âThat would be nice.â
He gave a slight nod of his head. âYes. I believe so.â
So she could do what she wanted to do, she thought as she trudged along C hallway to PE. Could eat lunch with Anoop Chatterjee. Could say yes. How funny. How strange. She lookedaround her. People banged closed their lockers and yelled across the corridor and shoved into each other and laughed in loud barks. They werenât paying any attention to her. They werenât checking out her socks to see if they matched her shirt or whispering about her behind their cupped hands. They had their lives, she had hers.
That was all she was asking for.
we do not know each other very well,â Anoop said when theyâd taken their lunches out and begun to eat. âYou may ask me a question about myself if you wish.â
Abby bit off a piece of her Kit Kat bar, which she was treating as an appetizer. She tried to come up with the most interesting question she could think of. âAre you a Hindu?â
âNo, the people in my family are scientists, not Hindus,â Anoop told her. âMy parents are completely rational. They think God is a nice idea, but an unlikely one. My sister goes toCatholic school, though, and she quite enjoys the mandatory services. She says it is very calming when the priest says the Eucharist. But she will not become a Catholic herself. My parents would disown her.â
âDoes she want to become a Catholic?â
Anoop gave Abby an odd look. âNo, of course not. Why would she?â
She shrugged. âNo reason, I guess.â She pointed to what looked like a rolled-up tortilla poking out of his lunch bag. âWhatâs that?â It felt rude to ask, but she was interested. She was used to medium-girl lunches, containers of pink yogurt, turkey and Swiss cheese sandwiches on honey-wheat bread.