the cold and worrying about who is trying to eat you.â
âOne word,â Hector says. âFreedom.â
He is sniffing at the wire corners of his cage. Freedom. Life outside the walls. Hector wants it just as bad as I do. He says heâs a wild rat in his bones, and if he ever gets out, he is going to live underground and procreate.
He thinks I donât know what that means. I do. It means heâs going to make lots of babies with a girl rat.
âFreedom,â I echo. âThe kind wolves have.â
âYouâre obsessed with wolves,â says Hector.
âAt least Iâm not obsessed with girls,â I tell him.
âGentlemen, no fighting,â says Glory. âDonâtact like backyard mutts and barn-raised vermin. Anyway, you donât know what youâre talking about.â
Glory swings herself back right side up and turns to face us. âWhatâs wrong with protection? Whatâs wrong with style? Have you thought about teeth and claws and animals looking at you like you are a walking chicken nugget?
Que loco.
You two crazy birds go ahead and get back to your roots. Just donât call me when your stomach starts grumbling and winter is just around the corner.â
Glory turns her back and starts whistling to show that the conversation is over.
âWhat was that all about?â I say to Hector.
âHow sad.â Hector shakes his head. âAll the wild has been drained out of her system.â He fluffs himself up and walks around his cage on two feet. âWhat about teeth and claws and yackety-yackety-yak!â Itâs a perfect imitation.
That night, Mona and I cuddle on the motel bed and look at photo albums. Thereâs the mountain lake from last yearâs family reunion. Nice, but no Yellowstone Park! Thereâs Monaâs dad and his motor home where we slept. Thereâs Monaâs sister.
And there ⦠I wince. Under all the grime, itâs a little girl, perhaps. Red hair. A smile thatâs too big for the face. And what is that in her arms? A doll in a frilly pink dress with a dogâs head? A small dogâs head? Actually, not too small ⦠itâs me!
Alexandra. Monaâs niece. Sheâs a fearsome little thing that even a wolf would want to stay far away from.
I let my head sink down on my paws. Maybe she wonât be there this time.
Yellowstone isnât a big attraction for some kids. She might be staying with friends. Or her friends might come too, and sheâll be too busy playing with them and wonât have time to dress up her auntieâs Chihuahua in doll clothes. Or she might be too old for dolls any longer. But probably she wonât even be there.
Yes. Almost definitely she wonât be there. I decide not to worry about it. Even Alexandra canât ruin my mood for long.
8
Into the Heart of Wolf Country
Anyone with a good nose and a wild heart can feel the change. I know it the moment we cross the line. Wilderness. I can feel it in my teeth.
Also it helps that there is a big wooden sign that says YELLOWSTONE NATIONAL PARK, and a Yellowstone National Park ranger station with a sign that says YELLOWSTONE NATIONAL PARK RANGER STATION. And the other thing that helps me figure out where we are is the ranger who comes out to the car and says, âWelcome to Yellowstone National Park.â
The ranger sounds all friendly, but he turns out to be a rude sort. âOh, a killer dog,â he says when he sees me. He tells Mona to keep the windows up as soon as we leave the ranger station. He probably knows Iâll hate that. He says donât feed the bears. Then he mentions some silly law. âKeep your dog on a leash at all times inside the park.â
Umm, how am I going to meet my wolf pack on a leash?
âUsually we say that to protect the smaller wildlife such as squirrels.â The ranger is still talking. âBut in his case, the squirrels might just mistake him