shut.
âShh,â I said, touching her shoulder. We exchanged a look, hard to describe except to say that maybe it was the kind of look that only people whoâd been through big danger together could share. We said no more until we were out on the street.
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It was clear and cold outside, the sky an icy blue, the snow on Thatcherâs block all removed except for a blackened snowbank or two. We crossed the street, passed an old woman wearing multiple layers with a New York Giants football jersey on top. She paused to fish cans out of a trash barrel. We kept going, and I told Ashanti about Mr. Nok, Dina DeNunzio, Silas, HQ, andâway more importantâTut-Tut.
âWhoa,â Ashanti said. âJust because those jerks told you he got busted doesnât mean itâs true. They have to say stuff like that to keep up their jerkdom memberships.â
âYou saying we should pay a visit to Tut-Tutâs place?â
âI was just about to,â Ashanti said. We hurried to the next subway stop, took the stairs down two at a time, because there was a rush of cold air in our faces,: a train was on its way. We swiped our cards and hopped on just as the doors were closing.
We got off two stops away, ran up to street level. Across the street stood the Quality Coffin CompanyââReliable and Dependable Since 1889.â The delivery door was open, and inside I could see a worker loading a coffin onto the back of a truck. He had no trouble handling the coffin by himself: it was a very small coffin.
âChrist,â Ashanti said, as though our thoughts were running parallel. Then she added, âWhen sorrows come, they come not single spies but in battalions.â
âWhatâs that?â
âSomething we learned in English today. It always happens when you least expect it.â
âSorrow coming?â
She shook her head no. âSomething from school suddenly making sense.â
âIâm still waiting,â I said.
Ashanti laughed.
We went by some auto repair shops, the sidewalks all greasy in front of them. âIn that sorrows thing,â I said, âwere you including whatever you were going to tell me back at school?â
Ashanti gazed into the distance. âLater,â she said, and a silence fell between us.
On the next block, we came to Tut-Tutâs place, if that was how to put it. Tut-Tut lived in the projectsâin this case, on the third floor of a dark brick high-rise wedged in between two high-rises just like it. Someone had spilled a plastic garbage bag full of clothes in the treeless, bushless yard out front, clothes that must have been wet and now were frozen in strange positions that no human could adopt.
We walked to the big front door, a glass door smeared with many handprints that glared in the sunshine. It was locked.
âNow what?â said Ashanti, whoâd never been here before.
âWe just wait,â I told her.
And in a minute or two, a bony-faced woman in a hoodie came hurrying out. I caught the door before it closed. An old man drinking from a paper-bag-wrapped bottle watched us cross the little lobby to the elevator.
âDream on,â he said.
I pressed the button.
âBut it ainât gonna come true,â said the old man. âCrappy thingâs out of order.â
âThen there should be a sign,â Ashanti snapped at him.
Ashanti could startle people, even adults sometimes, but not this guy. He laughed, took another swig, and again said, âDream on.â
We took the stairs. The air turned very warm right away, stiflingly hot, actually, and full of smells, none of them good. On the third floor, we walked down a dim hall, where things cooled down again, all the way to cold. Some of the doors had Christmas decorations on them, but not Tut-Tutâs. I knocked.
On the other side of the door, a man yelled, âHeâs got the drop on you,â and a woman