and be able to fly again, or will you always be a bit of a crock?â
âMy doctor says I shall be quite all right.â
âYes, but is he the kind of man who tells lies?â
âI donât think so,â I replied. âIn fact, Iâm quite sure of it. I trust him.â
âThatâs all right then. But a lot of people do tell lies.â
I accepted this undeniable statement of fact in silence.
Megan said in a detached judicial kind of way:
âIâm glad. I was afraid you looked bad tempered because you were crocked up for lifeâbut if itâs just natural, itâs different.â
âIâm not bad tempered,â I said coldly.
âWell, irritable, then.â
âIâm irritable because Iâm in a hurry to get fit againâand these things canât be hurried.â
âThen why fuss?â
I began to laugh.
âMy dear girl, arenât you ever in a hurry for things to happen?â
Megan considered the question. She said:
âNo. Why should I be? Thereâs nothing to be in a hurry about. Nothing ever happens.â
I was struck by something forlorn in the words. I said gently: âWhat do you do with yourself down here?â
She shrugged her shoulders.
âWhat is there to do?â
âHavenât you got any hobbies? Do you play games? Have you got friends round about?â
âIâm stupid at games. And I donât like them much. There arenât many girls round here, and the ones there are I donât like. They think Iâm awful.â
âNonsense. Why should they?â
Megan shook her head.
âDidnât you go to school at all?â
âYes, I came back a year ago.â
âDid you enjoy school?â
âIt wasnât bad. They taught you things in an awfully silly way, though.â
âHow do you mean?â
âWellâjust bits and pieces. Chopping and changing from one thing to the other. It was a cheap school, you know, and the teachers werenât very good. They could never answer questions properly.â
âVery few teachers can,â I said.
âWhy not? They ought to.â
I agreed.
âOf course Iâm pretty stupid,â said Megan. âAnd such a lot of things seem to me such rot. History, for instance. Why, itâs quite different out of different books!â
âThat is its real interest,â I said.
âAnd grammar,â went on Megan. âAnd silly compositions. And all the blathering stuff Shelley wrote, twittering on about skylarks,and Wordsworth going all potty over some silly daffodils. And Shakespeare.â
âWhatâs wrong with Shakespeare?â I inquired with interest.
âTwisting himself up to say things in such a difficult way that you canât get at what he means. Still, I like some Shakespeare.â
âHe would be gratified to know that, Iâm sure,â I said.
Megan suspected no sarcasm. She said, her face lighting up:
âI like Goneril and Regan, for instance.â
âWhy these two?â
âOh, I donât know. Theyâre satisfactory, somehow. Why do you think they were like that?â
âLike what?â
âLike they were. I mean something must have made them like that?â
For the first time I wondered. I had always accepted Learâs elder daughters as two nasty bits of goods and had let it go at that. But Meganâs demand for a first cause interested me.
âIâll think about it,â I said.
âOh, it doesnât really matter. I just wondered. Anyway, itâs only English Literature, isnât it?â
âQuite, quite. Wasnât there any subject you enjoyed?â
âOnly Maths.â
âMaths?â I said, rather surprised.
Meganâs face had lit up.
âI loved Maths. But it wasnât awfully well taught. Iâd like to be taught Maths really well. Itâs heavenly. I think thereâs