lately.â Â Darryl finished off his beer mechanically, shaking his head. Â âBetter living through chemistry,â he concluded under his breath. Â Then he stared at a spot on the floor.
âWhat?â
âNothing.â Â After a moment of unfathomably deep thought he looked up. Â âSo they canceled your project early because they suspected youâd be screwed with the FDA, is that what youâre telling me? Â That they knew your results before you laid them out, maybe from your assistant?â
âI didnât say that, but I suppose itâs possible. Â Still, it wasnât Jimâs place toââ
âGod knows they donât like negative publicity, with our stock so volatile.â Â Darryl cracked a knuckle, then another. Â âPutting two and two together, it looks like a coverup to me, and the theft a diversion to keep anyone from finding out how the formulation killed your lab assistant. Â Thatâs why youâre under wraps not to talk.â
I coughed instead of what I wanted to doâwhich was to cry. Â Or to break something. Â Finally, I said, âYeah, well, thatâs your theory.â
âNot possible?â
I shook my head. Â âItâs criminal, is what it is.â
Darryl started working the computer, using a CD from a file next to the external drive.
âWhat are you doing now?â I asked, still a bit surprised by the depth of his cynicism.
âYouâre on AOL, right? Â Iâll reinstall it.â
âWhy? Â You wanna e-mail Winsdon , save your own ass while you can?â
Darryl stopped for a second, then dismissed the idea. Â âI think weâre safe for the time being. Â Iâm curious about who did this, if itâs not Tactar .â
I watched from behind his shoulder as both the system software and then the AOL program were reinstalled. Â âYou thinking your two and two might equal five, Einstein?â
âShut up and give me your password.â
âGoing Bald.â
âThatâs you, not me, buddy.â
âNo, thatâs the passcode .â
âWhy not âDumb Ass?ââ
âCute.â
Darryl entered the passcode , and got online at last. Â âNow whatâs this girlâs screen name?â
â Cindyboo .â
â Cindyboo ? Â As in Boo, I got you?â Â Darryl clucked his tongue, grunted, and then entered the name to prompt a profile. Â There was none. Â Next, he tried sending an e-mail to Cindyboo , and a pop-up now read: Â This is not an AOL member. Â He turned to me and shrugged. Â âToo late, sheâs gone. Â Youâre screwed, buddy.â
âGreat.â Â Stretching, I laced my hands behind my head, and stared up at the low ceiling, which seemed even lower now. Â I thought about the fame and fortune I might have come close to achieving, including possibly a red Porsche 911 Targa , the ultimate babe magnet. Â Then I gave a long sigh, back so soon to blaming of my luckless fate, the same old game. Â âSo thatâs it, huh. Â Now Iâll always wonder?â
âYup. Â Unless we hack into AOL records. Â Pentagon would be easier, though.â
âThat right? Â Figures.â
âI may know someone who can help, though.â
âWho? Â You mean a hacker?â
Darryl reached forward to touch the screen with his index finger. Â He nodded to himself. Â Then he turned and winked at me. Â âI need a reason, though, bud. Â If you know what I mean.â
âHow about Iâm a friend down on his luck.â
âA lonely, luckless loser, yeah, but are you willing to pay?â
âA hundred bucks.â
âMake it two, plus two. Â Thatâs four, in case youâre wondering. Â And give me some time.â
He got up to leave. Â I stared at him through a mind fog as he