surrender.
âHey! I come in peace. Riley asked me to find you.â
âOh, yeah?â Mom took Grandmother to a doctorâs appointment today, so I donât have to race home right after school. All thatâs waiting for me are last nightâs leftovers. And Grace has a wicked glint in her eye. âWhat for?â
Grace straightens her leopard-print headband and perches on the bench next to me, staring at the basketball hoops in front of us. The outdoor basketball court is far less impressive than the football field. The concrete is all cracked and grungy, and there arenât even nets hanging from the hoops. The only other kids around the court are clichéd loiterers, sneaking cigarettes and passing around a gallon jug of generic-brand iced tea.
âWeâre headed to the house,â Grace says. âWant to come?â Her fingernails are painted an electric blue that looks neon against her dark skin.
âWhose house?â I ask.
âDonât get your panties in a twist. Youâll see.â Grace winks. âAnd youâll love it.â
I gather my pen and sketchbook and follow Grace away from school and through row after row of perfect suburban houses with Mississippi flags hanging from their porches. The extra-high platform sandals strapped to her already long, skinny legs make Grace move like a gazelle.
âThis is what I love about small towns,â she says as we walk. âLook at how safe and boring this whole neighborhood is. Back in Chicago, my dad wouldâve called the police if I didnât come home right after school. But here?â Grace spreads her arms and spins in the street. âNo one thinks we could get into trouble here. Can you taste the freedom, Sof?â
âOh yeah,â I say. âIt tastes likeââ
âRed wine,â Grace interrupts. âAnd chocolate.â
I laugh, jogging to keep up with her long strides. âI lived in DC for a couple of months freshman year. My friends and I skipped class onceâjust one time âand my teacher thought weâd been abducted.â I decide not to mention that this was during my very brief Goth phase, and we skipped class to get fake IDs so we could see a band at a place called Club Trash. âThe principal called the cops and everything.â
âNice!â Grace says, laughing. âYou move around a lot, then? Are your parents military?â
âArmy.â
âMe, too,â Grace says. âMy dadâs a combat engineer. We moved every two years of my life until he decided I needed an âauthentic high school experience.â Whatever that means.â
I kick a rock with my sneaker and watch it skitter over the dusty sidewalk.
âAnd you like it here? The whole safe-and-boring thing never gets old?â
âNot if youâre creative about it,â Grace says with another wicked smile. âHonestly, I didnât expect to like it here. When we first moved, some racist assholes at school used to make fun of my hair. But then I started hanging with Riley, and she made it clear that anyone who messed with me would pay.â Grace shakes her head, like she still canât believe it. âWhen someone talked shit at my old school, you just kept quiet and hoped it stopped, you know?â
âYeah,â I say. Iâm instantly hit with a memory from my last school of Lila Frankâs high-pitched jackal laugh. âMy old school was like that, too.â
âWell, Riley doesnât stand for it. Iâd walk through fire for that girl.â
âWhat about Alexis?â I ask.
âSheâs a sweetheart. Practically Rileyâs double, though.â Grace rolls her eyes. âItâs kind of adorable, actuallyâyouâll see.â
Grace crosses a packed-dirt lot and ducks through a pocket of trees. A patchwork quilt of land unfolds around us. Itâs disturbingly empty, nothing but flattened dirt