the goblins will someday pay. Someday, I promise
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He suddenly remembered their last kissâhow sweet she had been and how shy, as she had looked up at him with wide golden eyes. There has been mimosa and orange blossoms in bloom then, too, and sheâd worn a wreath of them in her hair.
Qasim allowed himself a moment to savor the only happy recollection of his life, and then he slammed the door on her memory.
He would never think of her again.
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II
A HAUNTED MAN
Chapter One
December 20, 2005
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Qasimâs face twitched. It still hurt, but the surgery in New Orleans had been largely successful. There were just a few sutures in his mouth holding his skin together at the place where his tusks had been removed by a now dead oral surgeon. Contact lenses hid his eyes, though the irises were still an unpleasant shade of gray that resembled the smoke from burning tires, and heâd learned how to roll up his tongue so that it didnât show when he spoke. Really, in spite of the pallor that belonged on someone in a crack house, and his size, he looked quite respectable; he could be any exceptionally muscular man involved in a near-fatal car crash and then stuck in a hospital for months to recover in darkness.
Still, the Christmas crowds tended to part around him, as though these sheep somehow sensedâin spite of his brightly colored shopping bag from Cherries Galore clasped in his now five-fingered handâthat he was not truly one of them. He had actually terrified the clerk in the fruit shop into trembling speechlessness. The boy would probably have to send his uniform to the cleaners after work. It had been an accidental revelation, a moment of unusual discernment on the young manâs part and a rare moment of unguardedness on Qasimâs, when the boy had looked him in the eye and seen the true monster that dwelled behind the colored plastic lenses. It was potentially inconvenient, too, though it was good to know that he could still strike terror into the human heart without even trying. There would be a time to put such fear to use. Still, if the boy talked, he would have to be taken care of, and Qasim would rather not have the police around, fussing over a body. That would make everyone extra watchful and fearful.
Fear . . . it had its uses, but it was overused in human civilization. Qasim had seen politicians routinely use it to turn the populace into a unified voting block guided to key choices beneficial to societyâat least, beneficial to the politiciansâ society.
Advertisers used low-grade fear, too, and quite effectively. Dandruff, facial lines, body odor, bad breath, gum disease, flared or peg-leg jeansâit was universal, this insidious installation of concern about oneâs health and appearance. It made the human populace so predictable and dull. Not that they needed much help.
Qasim stood still, eavesdropping on the thoughts around him. Yes, it was here even now: mild but chronic fear and worry. It was everywhere. Just as heâd expected. And the sheep suspected nothing. They didnât know that death walked among them; they just milled about, row upon column upon regimentâhuman clots of worried eyes and troubled brains, looking at watches, looking at their children, mostly looking at the other humans who stood between them and the throne where the fake Santa Claus held court. And when there was nothing else left to stare at, they gazed into the eyes of the mechanical snowmen shoveling fake snow at the outskirts of this fake North Pole, and they grazed on pretzels and popcorn. The snowmen ignored them, as machines almost always did, but that didnât stop the humans from staring.
Qasim didnât understand the human fascination with machinesâexcept for guns, which were useful and had no brains of their own. He didnât like complex electronic devices. From cars to computers to compact-disc players, machines had to be constantly