ago.â
âWhatâs abolished?â
Chloe hushed her. âStop asking questions, Aggie! All you do is ask questions and talk, talk, talk! Itâs no wonder Nanny TV fell asleep on the sofa. She probably died of exhaustion, listening to your chatter!â
âItâs fine to ask questions,â Christian interjected swiftly, noticing Aggieâs lip wobble in response to her sisterâs rebuke. âAnd abolish means to do away with something. And weâre not leaving our new house and weâll finish unpacking the boxes as soon as I get a free minuteââ He broke off as the queue moved forward a little and then stopped again. His heart sank. âAggie, how badly do you want to see Father Christmas?â
Aggie beamed. âMore than anything. I think this is the happiest, most exciting day of my life. Thank you, Daddy, for bringing me here. Itâs my dream.â
No chance of leaving, then, Christian thought wryly as he discreetly checked his watch. He cast a look at Chloe, worried about how quiet she was.
She intercepted his concerned glance and gave a brave smile. âItâs OK, Dad,â she said in a faltering voice. âEverything is going to be OK. Our new house is lovely. Weâre all going to have agreat Christmas. As soon as Iâve broken up from school, I can start on those boxes. If Aggie would just stop talking for five minutes and help me, weâll get it done really quickly.â
âYouâre amazing, do you know that?â Unfailingly impressed by his daughterâs resilience, Christian reached for her hand and gave it a squeeze. âWhat do you want from Father Christmas, sweetheart?â
He would have given a lot to know, but Chloe didnât reveal her feelings.
Did she talk to her friends?
He almost laughed. Who was he to criticise? He didnât talk to anyone, either.
She looked at him now, her gaze clear and direct. âI want you to be happy again. I want you to have fun,â she softly. âThatâs what I want more than anything.â
Fun? Fun for himself wasnât a priority. All he wanted was to see his daughters relaxed and happy. âIâm happy, Chlo. Iâve just been incredibly busyâ¦â
Chloe nodded. âI know. It doesnât matter. Weâre doing fine. I know youâre busy.â
Too busy to laugh. Too busy to unpack theboxes in their new home. Too busy to see Father Christmas. Too busy to give his girls everything they needed.
Christian gritted his teeth, vowing to somehow make himself less busy.
âItâs now!âAggie jumped up and down like a yo-yo. âThat fairy is waving to us. I think itâs our turn.â
* * *
Why on earth had she ever thought this would be a good idea?
Still recovering her breath after her mad dash from the hospital, Lara smoothed a hand over the glittering net and tulle that floated around her pink tights. It wasnât that she minded the children. She loved the children. She loved the way they stood almost bursting with excitement as they waited, eyes shining, cheeks still pink from the cold. It was the parents that made her despair. She listened to them in the queue, scolding and snapping as if taking the kids to see Father Christmas was just another chore to be ticked off a long list.
Why did people have children if they found them so irritating?
Or maybe that was just one of the ironies of life. Once you had something, you no longer appreciated its value.
Engulfed by a sudden wave of nostalgia, she tried not to dwell on the fact that this would be the first time in her life that she wouldnât be with her own family for Christmas. Her parents had decided to spend the festive period at their cottage in France and her brother was in Australia with his girlfriend.
And it was no good telling herself that sheâd be joining him in a matter of weeks. It still felt wrong, not being with her family for Christmas.
Lara