of a bitchâs hands.â
âWhat son of a bitch?â
âItâs a done deal. I know it.â
âYou sign the papers?â
Joeâs eyes gleamed and he waved his arms as if to embrace the world, but there was a darkness beneath his exuberance. They knew my brother up here in the park. Sometimes he would buy a joint or two and sit on one of the benches, sharing the dope with whoever walked by, old hippies or gangbangers or ex-cons tattooed with the image of the Holy Virgin, the air around them thick with the smell of that sweet blue smoke. Though some people might think such low-lifing would get him in trouble, I didnât have much objection. Because it was not too long ago when Joe frequented the other end of the park, under the pepper trees, where the coke dealers liked to hang out, and heâd about ruined himself there. Heâd been running his own crew then too, highballing it on luxury homes out in Woodside; then the money got out of control, and it all came crashing down. Heâd even gone to Micaeli Romano for help but the old judge had been unable, or unwilling.
Joe handed me the joint and I took another hit and the sky seemed suffused with both beauty and danger. Dolores Park is in the shadow of the cityâs biggest hill so the fog rolls to either side and overhead there is that clear and startling blue. The sky today was calm in an ancient, dreamy way but I could feel too the violence in that dreaminess.
âIâll show you the property,â my brother said.
We drove into the flatlands of the barrio, where the Indians used to hide from the Franciscans, and now the cranksters and the young gangbangers postured up and down Mission Street. Meanwhile, the sisters and mothers of these boys wandered through the zapaterÃas and grocerÃas, the streets boomed with the staccato rapping of the lowriderâs radios, the sidewalks blossomed with color, the stench of overripe fruit, perfume, urine and feces, cinnamon rolls in outdoor booths where a little boy held a toy gun in one hand and with the other clutched at his mamaâs skirts, hiding himself in her giant haunches.
âWe stopping by your place?â
âNo. Do you want to stop by my place?â
âIt doesnât matter.â
âThen why do you ask?â
âWe seem to be going that direction.â
âDo you want to see Luisa, the kids?â
âNo. Itâs okay.â
âI want to show you this property. It will get dark if we donât go now.â
âThatâs what want I to do. Letâs see the property.â
âYou donât like my house? You donât like Luisa, the kids?â
âStop it.â
We made a joke out of it but the truth was I was glad not to go by his house. Luisa had been good to my brother but she gave me the cold shoulder anytime I walked through the door. I did not know why, but this was the way sheâd always been to meâand Joe seemed to take pleasure in her rudeness. So we drove toward the bay into an industrial district that had been built upon sludge and landfill and through which the Southern Pacific had run line after line of railroad tracks, a switching yard wider across than the Bayshore Freeway. The tracks were still there, though rusted orange with disuse.
The place was called China Basin because of the coolies who had laid those tracks and lived in shanties nearby.
âThis is it.â
âThereâs nothing here.â
âYou have no vision, Nick. Canât you see? Theyâre gonna build condos here, up and down. Office space, housing projects, playgrounds, all up and down. Iâve got a bid on the framing contract, for the residential end. And Iâm going to get it. I know.â
âHow do you know?â
âMicaeli Romanoâs behind this deal. His law firm, the holding company, theyâre arranging the financing.â
âI didnât know you two were