units and positions. The usual block of photographs was on the wall, too, in order of rank: General Muehlke, Far East Air Forces; General Breck, Fifth Air Force; then Imil; and lastly one he did not recognize, probably the group commander. Every office in the headquarters was decorated with that set, he guessed. For a few unreal minutes, a feeling that he had been in Korea much longer than two or three hours was generated in him. He remembered so many other headquarters, all alike.
âCleve!â he heard someone shout.
He turned. A familiar face smiled at him, bright with cold.
Carl Abbott, wearing majorâs leaves. He seized Cleveâs hand heartily.
âHello, Carl. I didnât know you were over here.â
âI havenât been long. Not as long as it seems, anyway. God, itâs good to see you, Cleve. I heard you were on the way over. Iâve been on the lookout for you. Dutch has, too.â
âHow is he, the same as ever?â
âExactly the same. He doesnât change. Heâs up on the mission right now.â
âI saw it take off a few minutes ago.â
âItâs a routine sweep. He has blood in his eye today, though. Everybody has.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âItâs been a bad week,â Abbott said in a strange, almost eager way. âI donât suppose youâve heard, but yesterday we lost Tonneson.â
Cleve listened to the story. Tonneson had thirteen MIGs to his credit, more than any other man. On the mission the previous day, he and his wingman had attacked a formation of twelve, and he had shot one down at the start, his thirteenth victory. As he slid into position behind another he was hit himself, solidly, just behind the cockpit. His wingman had stayed with him, orbiting, as he went down, calling to him to bail out, until the ship hit the ground and exploded. Abbott told it with an odd fluency, like a relish.
âIt shook Dutch,â he was talking faster. âIâve known him a long time, and I can tell when heâs nervous. He wasnât the only one either. Tonny was our top man. All the damned kids got the clanks when they heard about it. Well, you know how they are, anyway.â
Cleve nodded. He knew how sensitive the common nervous system could be. He had felt it already, the subtle currents. Abbott, he noticed, seemed uneasy, unlike himself.
âWe need you, Cleve. We need experience. Most of the old hands have gone, and weâve been getting nothing but kids right out of flying school and gunnery. Eight of them came in last week. The week before that we got two men who had no jet time at all.â
The flush from the fresh air had left his face, and a dull cast replaced it. There were heavy lines under his eyes. He looked old. Cleve could remember him as a young captain, five years before. They talked for a while longer, mostly about the enemy, what surprisingly good ships they flew and what a lousy war it was. The major repeated that despairingly several times.
âWhat do you mean, lousy?â
âOh, I donât know,â Abbott said distractedly, âitâs just no good. I mean what are we fighting for, anyway? Thereâs nothing for us to win. Itâs no good, Cleve. Youâll see.â
He trailed off uncomfortably, sorry he had started on this theme.
Abbott had been a hero once, in Europe in another war, but the years had worked an irreversible chemistry. He was heavier now, older, and somewhere along the way he had run out of compulsion. Everyone in the wing knew it. He aborted from too many missions. The airplanes he flew always developed some mechanical trouble, and he could be counted on to complete only the easiest flights. Colonel Imil had put him in group operations and was arranging a transfer to Fifth Air Force Headquarters. Everyone knew that, too.
It was part of the unashamed past for him to talk to Cleve,
who had known him only before, and he extended the