sins committed in the village and ask for his blessing, which they would send out, all year long from the parish steeple on the mountain. The bells left for Rome on the day of Christâs death and returned on Easter to announce his Resurrection.
I think it was an angel who made a suggestion that became more and more pressing; though I had no way to go to the moon it would be very easy for me to go to Rome â with the travelling bells.
The week was interminable. I knew that Good Friday was on the horizon and I was waiting for it, but it came no closer. Each day was longer than the one before. The suffering of Christ was endless. I couldnât pray to him to hasten thearrival of Good Friday⦠I collected the coins Iâd hidden in secret places, I wrote a message to put under my pillow, explaining my absence to my parents. Finally, I announced to my friend Lapin that Iâd be disappearing for a few days âto a holy city I canât tell you the name of.â
âWhereabouts?â
My secret was too big for me.
âIâm going to Rome.â
Lapin understood immediately.
âWith the bells?â
âThatâs right.â
âLetâs both of us go to Rome!â
At last it was Good Friday. In church, my friend Lapin and I followed from prayer to prayer, from psalm to psalm, with extraordinary attentiveness, the last hours of Christ who would die at three oâclock in the afternoon. At that very moment the bells would fly away, taking us with them to Rome. The psalms dragged on, prayers were repeated endlessly, with words that grew longer and longer. The hands on the clock above the pulpit seemed to have stopped moving towards three oâclock.
Much later, it was two minutes to three. Our friends were praying relentlessly and their prayers prevented time from advancing. We wouldnât see our praying friends again until after Easter, after our journey to Rome. Lapin and I waited for Christâs final sigh: perhaps he had decided not to let himself be killed by men that Friday? We waited for three oâclock to arrive in the vestibule â the curé called it the narthex â where the ropes hung down from the bells they were attached to, high up in the steeple. The black hand on the clock suddenly indicated one minute to three. My legsfelt wobbly. Soon it would be three oâclock. As it had happened every year since the beginning of the Church, Christ would die at three oâclock and the bells would fly away to Rome. They would transport Lapin and me, clinging to the ropes which we would wind around our waists. As I tied the rope I could feel the bells shudder. They would take flight at precisely three oâclock. Christ on his cross would open his mouth to utter his last word. I could hear his voice, almost dead:
âSitio!â
He would allow his last sigh to escape. Lapin and I closed our eyes. When we opened them again we would be in Rome.
It was three oâclock. Christ had died. Five past three. Ten. A quarter after three. Christ had been dead for several minutes and we were still clinging to the bell ropes. We were still far from Rome.
âIf you ask me,â Lapin concluded, âthe bells havenât gone anywhere.â
I hadnât given up hope: we hadnât gone, but perhaps the bellsâ¦
âLetâs go and look,â I suggested.
We untied the ropes and ran up the dark staircase to the rood loft. Perhaps it wasnât too late? From ladder to ladder, from landing to landing, we climbed up the steeple. Breathless, my head heavy with vertigo, at the top of the ladders I came to the little trap door through which I could see â huge, heavy â the bells. Their bronze was not trembling with the desire to fly away. They seemed like great motionless stones. The bells werenât going to Rome. That was the sole truth. Crushing.
My soul was as wounded as my body would have been if it had fallen from the