meals to look forward to. I can’t serve you if I have an axe hanging over…”
“I thought you said you didn’t mind plain speaking.” The booming roar dropped to a relative whisper as his thumb caressed her face. “I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. Unless you’re a thief, a complainer or a whore I’ll be quite satisfied with you.” Her skin was soft and smelled faintly of roses as his lips brushed her cheek. His bride didn’t pull away, but he could feel her freeze with dismay. His romantic soul was making him a fool. He pulled away, picked up his book of poetry and randomly chose a page. “Go acquaint yourself with the household. I’ll call if I need you.” The words on the page were meaningless symbols as he stared blindly at the object in his hands.
Mary sighed in dismay as she stood to go. The man had been smiling before he’d kissed her. Now he was glaring at the book as if he hated poetry. “Marshall…” He turned over the page and pretended to read until she tapped his shoulder.
“What?” It was a terse unhappy word.
“I’m sorry I misunderstood you.” Intelligent blue eyes looked up at her and then returned to the page. She was dismissed.
Marshall watched her disappear out the door before throwing the book on the desk and rubbing his eyes. There was something irrationally pleasing about the plain woman. Sitting back in his chair he closed his eyes and recalled the image of his wife in her chemise. She was far too thin, but after a couple months of good dinners… Was he losing his mind? Was he so desperate that he’d reached a point where he’d settle for any woman in his bed? He growled in disgust as his dreams wilted in despair. He had to get out and clear his head. After a long walk he’d return to find the real woman he married.
Chapter 3
Mary heard her husband shouting for his overcoat and hat and then the front door open and close. Where was he going? Was he angry with her? She sighed in ignorance and continued her inspection of the house. There was a depressing air of temporary accommodation about the rooms. After staring at a painting of a long dead Godfrey with bright blue eyes she ran her finger along shelves and fire surrounds finding dust. The house and furniture cried out for proper cleaning. Candle wax globbed the sides of expensive silver candlesticks. Oil lamps were stained black with smoke. The fire grates were swept and filled with fresh coal, but hadn’t received a proper blacking in weeks. Did the twins have important callers? The thought made Mary cringe. If her father’s rectory had looked half as neglected she’d have faced quiet disgrace from the entire parish. She couldn’t believe the upper class would be any less vicious. With a mental list of improvements and a plan of execution she went in search of the housekeeper.
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Marshall let himself back in with his own key and locked the door on the night. He sniffed the air in shock; the house smelled of lemons, vinegar, linseed oil and beeswax. He shrugged out of his overcoat and draped it over the hall chair. Free of his hat and gloves he stepped into his study and found a small clean oil lamp lighting up his tidied desk. He looked at his watch and stepped back out into the hall and stopped in shock. His outerwear had disappeared. He hadn’t seen such efficiency since his step-mother’s death. It was gone nine-thirty; would his wife be in bed? He wasn’t sure what he hoped to find. He’d idled away the day browsing bookstalls and spent the evening at his club reading the papers trying to convince himself that his wife’s charms were delusions born of desperation. For the present, his dream of romance refused to politely step aside for lust.
Stopping in the doorway to the sitting room, he stared spellbound at the mermaid. Bathed in lamp light, the small pillow on her lap dotted with pins and bobbins tied with future lace lying forgotten as she listened intently to something one of his