softly.
âI do. When thereâs work. When someone needs me. When itâs festival season, I can be a runnerââ
He lifted a hand, and she let the words trail off. She still had hope. He couldnât decide whether that was a gift or a curse; when one had hope, one always stood on the brink of despair.
âThe magisterians would consider your line of work suspect,â he told her, smiling to take the edge off the words.
It didnât work. Her face crumpled around the edges, her eyes narrowing in shame. He almost reached out to touch her then, but that would have been a mistake, and Rath had survived to be called Old Rath for good reason.
âWhen Iâm older,â she told him, averting her gaze, âIâll work.â
âDoing what?â
âWhat everyone else does,â she said. There was no hope in that phrase at all, and Rath decided that hope, in Jewelâs case, was a gift. To him, at least.
âWhat,â he said carefully, âdoes everyone else do?â
She hated the answer, and didnât give it, but she shot an accusing glance at him, and held his gaze.
âNo lies,â he said softly.
âI wasnât going to lie,â she told him. âI just wasnât going to answer. You said you werenât an idiot. You figure it out.â
His shadow flickered as he moved; the magelight, unlike inferior candle flame, was steady and constant. âSell your body?â
She nodded.
âItâs not a good life,â he told her. âAnd itâs usually a short one.â
âShorter than this?â
âLess respected.â
She snorted. Not quite what heâd expected, but he was willing to let it play out. âIt shouldnât be,â she said, after the pause had grown long. âI own my body. Itâs mine to sell. Itâs honest. Stealing isnât.â
âJayââ
âItâs true,â she continued, her earnestness at odds with the subject. âAt least that way, Iâd be giving something back. I try,â her voice dropped, âto steal from people who look like they wonât starve if they lose a few coins. I try not to take more than I need. But Iââ
Silence.
âThere are men who wonât pay you,â he told her quietly. âAnd men who will beat you if they think someone else has.â
She said nothing.
âJewel.â
Looked up.
âHow long have you been living by the bridge?â
She shrugged. He knew, by the quality of that forced nonchalance, that she could tell him to the day how long it had been. But he didnât press her. Instead, he rose and untied the leather thongs that bound the backpack shut. Her eyes shifted, watching his fingers work the knot. She didnât offer to help him.
But her hands jumped up against the tabletop as he pulled the two tablet fragments from their resting place and laid them out beneath the light, runes taking shadow and making shape of it.
âWere you born here?â he asked, as he carefully arranged them so that they were oriented for her view. They were cold to the touch. Almost as cold as her hand had been, come new from the river.
She nodded, still staring, her fingers now fluttering as if they were trapped by some unseen force of air. âAt least I think I was. This is the only place I remember.â
âAnd your parents?â
âNot my Oma. My grandmother,â she added, as if Rath couldnât be expected to know the old Torra word. He did; he didnât enlighten her. Enough that she talked at all.
She hadnât looked away from the engravings, but her expression was slowly shifting into something that looked like disappointment. If disappointment could be said to be shattering and crippling. âI canât read them,â she whispered. âItâs notâit wasnât the light.â
He said, âIf you cry, Iâll throw you out. I cannot abide tears