obviously got a concussion and some retrograde amnesia. That means your injury caused a loss of memory.â
âWill she get it back?â
The doctor shrugged. âShe may or may not. It varies by person. Sometimes being around familiar things and people helps. Sometimes it doesnât. Iâm inclined to check her in for the night to keep anââ
âNo, sir,â Lucy said. She couldnât get out of this place quick enough. âI donât want to stay. I need to get home. You said my CT was just fine.â
âPerfectly normal. And Iâm open to the option of sending you home, but only if someone stays with you for at least twenty-four hours.â
Her eyes darted to Zac, pleading. They couldnât give her enough drugs to keep her here.
His eyes tightened, and a shadow twitched in his jaw. âFine.â
âYouâll need to wake her every few hours tonight. She needs to take it easy until her symptoms are gone. Iâve prescribed a pain med for her headache and something for the nausea. The nurse will get you some information on post-concussion care. She should schedule a checkup with her regular doctor.â
âWhat about my memory?â Lucy asked. âWill I get it back?â
The doctorâs eyes shot to Zacâs, then back to her. âWeâll have to wait and see. Try not to worry too much about that. Just rest up and take care of yourself.â
After he left, Lucy pressed her fingertips to her forehead. âTry not to worry that I canât remember the last seven months of my life?â
âBeing upset isnât going to help anything.â
âEasy for you to say! Youâre not the one with the huge, gaping hole in his life.â Or in love with someone who apparently hated her now.
Zac sank into a chair. âAt least you donât have to stay. Weâll get your prescriptions filled and find a nearby hotel. In the morning Iâll start doing some research and see if I canât figure out where you live and get you connected with yourâfriends.â
Lucy came upright. âYou said youâd take me home. You promised.â
Zac gave her a patient look. âI meant to your home now .â
âWell, I donât even remember that home! Or those people. I want to go back to Summer Harbor with you.â
âLucy, thatâs notââ
âThis isnât my home. I donât remember any of it.â
âWell, that could change. You could wake up tomorrow and everything could be different.â
âOr I could never remember any of it!â
Something flickered in Zacâs eyes. Something she needed. He still had to care for her deep down, didnât he? After all theyâd shared?
âPlease, Zac. Take me home. Itâs where I belong.â Her eyes burned, and when she fought to hold back the tears, her feelings spilled out her lips instead. âYou have to take me home. I love you.â
His eyes hardened. âDonât say that.â
âItâs true.â
âYou only think itâs true. Youâve got a life here, Lucy. Youâve got a job, and a home, and a freaking fiancé.â
âWell, I donât remember any of it! I only remember Summer Harbor and my little apartment and you.â Her last words broke off.
Zac bolted to his feet and paced away, his hands laced behind his head. He wouldnât turn her down. Not the Zac she knew. Would he? He faced a blank wall, his shoulders rigid, his body stiff.
It seemed forever before he finally turned around. âFine.â
She was glad she couldnât see the look in his eyes from across the room. Her imagination was filling in the blanks only too well.
âIâll take you back. But weâre going to figure this out whether your memory comes back or not. Your life is here now, not in Summer Harbor.â
Not with me.
The unsaid words hung in the air between them, cutting off