imagined her motherâs spirit in the moonlit clouds, ascending to the other world where her father would be waiting.
Before closing her eyes, Sarah prayed for her motherâs safe delivery to heaven. But she prayed even harder for the officials to find her relatives, or for them to find her.
Uncle Jossel
S EVERAL DAYS PASSED AND still no word came about her aunt in Brooklyn. Everyone in the dormitory who Sarah had arrived with had departed. Weighed down by the sadness of losing her mother, she couldnât bring herself to return to the roof garden to assist Miss OâConnell. She spent most of her time wandering the grounds alone, watching people come and go, worrying and waiting.
Each day, one of the friendly officials would give her his newspaper when he was done, so she could practice her English. She would sit on a bench outside and read every word, from cover to cover, soaking up as much news of America as she could, to prepare for when the Cohens would take her to live with them in Brooklyn.
One afternoon, after a full week of waiting, Sarah was resting on her bed when the woman in the blue skirt came to visit with a male official.
âIâm afraid we werenât able to find your family,â the woman said.
âWhat do you mean, you couldnât find them?â
âWe tracked down their last known address, but the landlord of the building said they moved a year ago.â
âA year ago?â Sarah repeated, panic rising in her chest. âCanât you keep looking?â
âHe said they moved somewhere out in the western part of the country. He didnât even know the state. Iâm sorry.â
âWhatâs going to happen to me?â Sarah asked.
âOur records indicate that you have an uncle back in your old country. Your motherâs brother.â
âUncle Jossel?â
âYes.â
âBut I donât know him very well.â
âThatâs okay.â The woman nodded reassuringly. âA blood relation is a blood relation.â
Sarah wasnât sure exactly what the woman meant, but her heart sank. Her uncle was a bachelor who lived in a nearby village. He was very heavyset and wore glasses and had a long bushy beard with gray curls. Whenever he visited, he refused to directly address her, or her mother for that matter.
âTell the girl to fetch us some water from the well,â he would call to her mother without giving either of them a glance. Then later, âTell the girl to come clear our cups. And be quick about it.â
âHe doesnât even look at me when he gives orders,â she said to her mother. âItâs like Iâm not even there.â
âMy brother believes that men have their world, and womenand girls have theirs. And he likes to keep it that way.â
âWell, I donât,â Sarah said.
The memory made Sarah feel sick to her stomach. How could she remember the details of her detested uncle and hear his deep, wheezy voice more clearly than she could her own mother?
âIsnât there any way I could stay?â Sarah asked the official.
âWith no relatives, youâd be a public charge,â the man said.
âWhat does that mean?â
âThat means the state would have to pay to support you, and youâd likely be sent to an orphanage. Itâs better if you go back. Iâm sure your uncle will be more than happy to take you in,â the official said.
Sarah knew he would not be. âHas anyone written to my uncle to see if he wants me?â
âSomeone in your country will help track him down for you,â the man said.
âBut he doesnât like children or girls,â Sarah pleaded. She had to make them understand. âWhat if he doesnât want to take me?â
âIâm sure he will,â the woman answered.
âBut what if he doesnât?â
âIâm sure theyâll be able to take care of you in your own