told her. âIf I do as badly as I can, thereâll be nothing she can do about it.â
âOh.â Pam still looked doubtful. She scuffed her feet. âWhy didnât you come and say so yesterday, then? I was miserable, and you never came to find me!â
âI couldnât. They wouldnât let me go out.â
âWhy not?â
âMy dad came home from Germany.â
âWhat!â Pam gazed at me. âReally?â
âCross my heart. Heâs not going back, either. Heâs home for good.â
âOh Megan â why didnât you say so before?â Pam flung her arms round me. âThatâs really exciting! Are you terribly happy?â
âYes, of course I am. Well, it does mean I have to share my room with Shirley now â and you can imagine what thatâs like. Awful.â I made a face. âLast night she kept kicking me, and then she needed to go in the night, and she knocked the chamber pot and it slopped right over the rug. I had to fetch Nana to help clean it up. And everyone keeps fussing over Dad, and I think heâs forgotten how old I amâ¦but of course, itâs marvellous,â I added quickly.
Pam began dancing around the playground.
âAnd now youâll never go to Germany, and weâll be best friends forever!â
âDoes that mean you wonât go roller-skating without me?â
âOh.â Pam stopped with one leg in the air. âHmm. Well. I do
really
like roller-skating.â
âYes, but what about me? I love roller-skating too! And Grandpa says my skates canât be mended, and itâs ages till my birthday.â
Pam hesitated a moment. âIâll tell you what. Whenever we go roller-skating, you can have shares in my skates. Half the time Iâll use them, and half the time you can. What do you think?â
âOh, Pam! Thatâs really kind!â
There were tears in my eyes. I was so lucky to have such a good best friend.
I was a bit cooler with Davy when I saw him, though. He gave me a little smile when we were waiting to go into the classroom, but I ignored him.
As for Miss Bulmer â I felt her gimlet eye on me a few times, but I didnât take any notice. In fact I started whispering with Ann Evans, who sits next to me, and every time I caught Pamâs eye across the aisle I started giggling, and in the spelling test I got three wrong, which is unusual for me. I thought I saw Miss Bulmer pursing her lips, but I didnât pay any attention. When I heard her stalking up the aisle though, I kept quiet. I didnât want a rap on the knuckles!
At dinner-time I went home as usual. I normally love dinner-time â Nana is a good cook, and Mum makes sure that the Littlies behave for once, andGrandpa comes in from work and often Uncle Harry does too. Everyone always asks me what happened at school that morning. But today all the grown-ups were just talking, talking, talking with Dad the whole time.
âDo you think they really need all this help weâre giving them,â Uncle Harry asked Dad, âwhen weâre still so short of everything here?â He meant the Germans. Dad looked serious and started talking about how bad things were in Germany, and then all the grown-ups started on about rationing, and when (if ever) things might get easier.
âOf course, they werenât any easier before the War â and Iâd rather have rationing than the Great Depression,â said Nana tartly. I couldnât remember those times. I cleared my plate as quickly as I could, and escaped back to school.
Still, I began to get used to Dad being around. I didnât spend much time with him, as aunties and uncles and old friends kept dropping by to see him, so there were often grown-ups sitting round the kitchen table,chatting and smoking and drinking cups of tea, while music played on the radio.
Then again, quite often he and Mum would go out. Iâd