that sort of person. I was the sort of person who put off signing a lease on the crappy rooming house in Boston heâd arranged to move into in June out of fear he might not graduate.
I hoisted my backpack higher on my shoulders. I was the sort of person who went out under cover of night to deface public property.
As I pushed through the front door of my dorm, I forced my mind to stop dwelling on my session with Curry earlier that evening, on Curry riding me about the lack of emotion in my work.
No emotion, my ass. Curry wanted emotion? How about rage? Would that do?
I honestly didnât know whether my graffiti runs were about expressing anger at society in generalâI acted like they were, making stencils that called out the hypocrisy of the Reagan administrationâor at this picture-postcard town, with its rich hippies and entitled, coddled college kids. I didnât much care, to be honest. I just knew the anger was there. And when I was done, when I slunk back to my room with my hood up and my eyes burning from exhaustion, it wasnât, and I could go back to another few days of getting my shit done.
So. Time to work.
As I strode across the quad that linked the dorms to the campus proper, a feminine voice pierced my bitter recollection of my session with Curry. âGet away from me, you pig.â
Shit. I hugged the portfolio that contained the stencilâMickey Mouse Reagan again because I hadnât had time to make anything newâclose to my chest. The campus at two in the morning was usually pretty deserted. If I ran into anyone, it was generally packs of drunk kids who either said something sneering or didnât notice me at all.
With any luck, the couple having a fight up ahead wouldnât either, and I could just slip by.
âNo, sweetheart. Not a pig. Iâm the big bad wolf,â slurred a second, masculine voice. Jesus. These rich fuckers and their melodramas. âYou shouldnât be walking alone at night if you donât want to attract the big bad wolf.â
The girl, whose face I couldnât make out because she was swathed in some kind of neon-pink hooded sweatshirt, was trying to wrench her arms from the guyâs grasp. Damn. Now I was going to have to find a pay phone and call campus securityâthis was evolving from a loversâ quarrel into something more sinister.
âLet me go, Royce, or so help me God, I will write about this in the paper. I will write about that other night, too. And I will name names. I will tell Nessa everything.â
My knapsack clattered to the ground, and the clang of the metal paint cans hitting the ground, even through the nylon fabric of the bag, drew the pairâs attention. Two sets of wide eyes turned toward me.
âWell, well, well, if it isnât Art Boy,â Royce sneered. âYou here to rescue your little cunt girlfriend?â
âNo,â I said calmly as I walked toward them. The scattered, abstract anger that always propelled me on my graffiti runs had crystallized into a deadly laser beam. âIâm here to do this.â
I punched him so hard he toppled over.
Then I picked up my bag, pressed my hand against Rainbow Briteâs lower back to give her a little shove, and said, âRun.â
Jenny
We didnât stop running until we were in the lobby of my dorm. The whole way, I kept thinking, Iâm going to tell him about Royce . I had no idea why. It didnât make any sense. I had never told anyone. Not my RA, not my dad, not Nessa. So why was I going to tell this sullen kid who didnât even like me?
âCome up to my room,â I said, still panting.
âWhat about your roommate?â
âSheâs gone home for the weekend, which I suppose is why her gorilla of a boyfriend is on the loose.â He was holding his right hand gingerly with his left. The crack of bone on bone as his fist connected with Royceâs jaw had been sickeningly loud.