working on a paper for my lit class.â
âI know what you mean. Iâm tired, too,â I say with a yawn, stretching my arms over my head. Though Iâm not tired from school, but rather from catching up on last weekâs TiVoâd
All My Children
episodes last night.
âHow are your classes going?â Em asks. How are they going? Good question.
âI just got off the phone with my mom and she asked the same thing,â I say, attempting to avert the question.
âAnd what did you say?â she persists.
Well, shoot. That didnât work. âUm . . . okay. I guess.â
âWhatâs wrong? Is that chemistry class at the college getting you down? I heard that itâs hard.â
âNo . . . not really.â It canât get me down if Iâm not there, right? Em looks up at me quizzically and props her head on her right fist.
âWhy havenât you been talking about school lately?â She studies my face. I hate when she does this.
âIt just isnât that exciting,â I lie, trying to look innocent. Emâs eyes narrow and she rubs her chin with her index finger. âYouâre the one with all the interesting classes. You know how boring my schedule is,â I add. My classes are on the other side of the school from Emâs, so even when I do go I rarely see her.
âReally? Just nothing exciting to talk about? What are you studying in your classes?â She continues to look at me. Uhoh. Her stares are relentlessâIâm doomed.
âWhat?â I ask, shifting uncomfortably in my chair for a few seconds. âOh fine, fine! I havenât gone to classes in a couple of weeks. Happy?â
âJane!â she says, exaggerating the âa.â âWhy havenât you been going to classes?â
âBecause,â I whine, âtheyâre boring! When will I ever needto know how to make a cheese soufflé? And I suck in ceramics. Even my grandma wouldnât want one of my spun pots. Seriously. None of this stuff will matter when Iâm designing red-carpet gowns in fashion school.â
âYou canât skip classes, though. Youâll get kicked out of school.â
âI havenât gotten in trouble yet.â
â
Yet
is the key word here,â Em says, and frowns. âAnd what about your college credit courses?â
âI donât like the college either.â
âWhy not?â she asks.
âItâs . . . not what I expected. I want to go to school to study fashion, not stupid English and chemistry. And the people are weird. Itâs all like, people who couldnât make it into real colleges and old people returning to school. I just donât like it,â I say, pouting now.
âSo what are you going to do? Just not go? You have to go.â
âWhy?â
Em sighs and I feel a lecture looming. âJane, I know you think senior year is just a blow-off year, but it isnât. What if the School of the Art Institute asks to see your grades from this year? What are you going to do then?â
âThey wouldnât do that. Would they?â
âThey might. Do you really want to take the chance?â she asks. Hmph. Weâre both silent for a moment. âJust try. Will you go to classes tomorrow?â
âFine, whatever. Can we talk about something else now?â
âOnly if you promise to go to school tomorrow,â she retorts.
âOmigod, Mom, I promise, I promise! Jesus!â I say, annoyed.
âOkay, fine, Iâll drop it then.â She looks victorious. âHow much time do we have left?â
âAbout five minutes,â I answer, alternately tapping my left index and middle fingers on the table. âOoh, did I tell you what is going down tonight?â I suddenly cheer up.
âNo, what?â
âSarahâs friend Simone is coming in. Iâm going to introduce her to Gavin. He