âIt would be fun.â
âBut that fan ...â says Trudie. Thereâs the familiar whine creeping into her voice again.
âWell if Trudie doesnât say yes, then we canât buy it,â Sophie says. She sounds annoyed.
âThatâs true,â Mama says.
âYouâre so stubborn,â says Sophie angrily. Iâm surprised. Usually Iâm the one to lose my temper with Trudie, not my oh-so-perfect big sister.
âAm not!â Trudie says angrily.
âAre too!â says Sophie. Her voice is loud, and a lady with a little boy turns to look.
âSophie, please lower your voice,â says Mama.
âGirls, you have to stop this right now,â Papa says. He turns to Mama and adds, âMaybe a trip to the toy store wasnât such a good idea after all.â
âYes, it was. Only Trudie had to go and spoil it.â Sophie lowers her voice, but it is clear that she is still angry. The woman and the boy have wandered away.
âYouâre mean!â says Trudie. Her eyes fill with tears.
âOh, now sheâs going to cry,â says Sophie. âCrybaby!â
âI ... am ... not ... a crybaby!â Trudie says. But she starts to cry anyway, big, fat tears that streak her face and drip off her chin.
I am stunned. I have never seen Sophie so upset with Trudie. Itâs a little frightening.
âThatâs enough, Sophie,â says Mama sharply. âI think we have to leave. Now.â
âWhat about our presents?â Sophie asks. âYou promised.â
âYes, I did. But not if you girls are going to fight this way.â
I look at Trudie, who is trying so hard to stop her tears. Suddenly, I am struck by just how young she really is. Why, she was even afraid of the ticket chopper. Trudie doesnât mean to be so much trouble, I realize with some surprise. She just canât help it. I feel a strange, new tenderness toward my baby sister.
âMay I say something?â I ask Mama.
âAll right,â Mama agrees.
âSophie, you really want the tea set, donât you?â I say to my big sister. She nods.
I get another surprise when I see that there are tears in her eyes, too.
âBut, Trudie, youâre not sure if you want it. And itâs hard for you to figure out if you want it when Sophie is so angry at you.â
âThatâs right,â says Trudie. âIt is nice.... But Iâm still not sure....â
âDo you remember the tea party we had the day that it rained?â
âWe had fun,â Trudie says. Her voice is still quivery, but her tears have stopped.
âWe did! And if we had this tea set, a real tea set, we could have fun like that again. Maybe even more fun,â I say. She is quiet, so I go on. âLook. Can I just show it to you one more time?â Together we look at the set. âI think Angelica Grace would really like these dishes. And the napkins, too.â
âShe would ...â Trudie wipes her eyes with the back of her hand. Carefully, she lifts up two small spoons. âWe can let the dolls stir their tea with these. Or if we make a cake they can cut it with the knives and forks.â
âAre you saying yes, then?â Sophie asks. But she asks in a gentle voice.
âI am,â Trudie says cautiously.
âTrudie, are you very sure this is what you want?â Papa asks.
âVery sure.â This time, she does sound sure.
Mama looks at the price tag again and shows it to Papa. He looks at us and then at Mama and nods. Then he brings the tea set to the cash register. We all follow along. Mama gives my shoulders a squeeze. Sophieâs mouth is, I notice, slightly open, as if she is still surprised at how things have worked out. Trudie slips her hand into mine as we walk. It feels small and warm.
âThank you,â she whispers.
âYouâre welcome,â I whisper back.
Our picnic in the park is so much fun. Papa sings