There werenât even dust elephants under her bed. Maybe Daddy had paid for a maid, too.
There was lots of makeup, bubble bath, body lotion, perfume, and some pretty necklaces hanging near the oak-framed mirror opposite the sink. She didnât seem to lack anything. There were even condoms in the nightstand drawer.
Perhaps there had been a sudden descent, something that made her feel she was falling down a bottomless black hole. Or maybe the change had been chemical. I thought about Elwood waddling down the alley.
I walked around the bedroom once more, touching Lisaâs things, feeling that there was something missing. Of course. There was no dog bed. I undid the neatly made bed. On the side nearer the stairs, there was black fur on the sheet. The dog had not only slept on the bed, sheâd slept under the covers.
Years ago, when I training dogs for a living, Iâd had a client named April Anton, a nurse, who had hired me to train a little dog she had rescued from the shelter. Sheâd called her Penny because the adoption counselor had told her the pup looked like a scent hound, and April, who had always taken advantage of her access to drugs, heard it as âcent hound.â
But I never got to finish the course. One evening her brother called to cancel the last lesson. When April hadnât shown up for her shift and hadnât answered the phone, heâd been called. Heâd gone to her house to find that his sister had reached the end of her ability to tolerate her troubles. He found her in bed, the cigarette she had been smoking burned down to her fingers, Penny pressed close against her side. After calling 911, heâd called the animal shelter and arranged to have his sisterâs dog euthanized.
Iâd always wondered how sheâd been able to desert Penny. Now I found myself wondering how Lisa had been able to leave her dog so unsafe. Lisaâs parents hadnât even mentioned her. I wondered where she was and what would become of her. I sat on the bed, picked up the phone, and called Marsha Jacobs.
âMarsha? Itâs Rachel.â
âYes, dear,â she said. âHave you learned something?â
âIâm calling about, um, well, you didnât say and I was wondering, was Lisa seeing anyone recently?â
âThere was a young man she mentioned, a Paulie Wilcox. But we never met him, this Paulie person.â
That made sense. Barring the use of torture or drugs, who would discuss their love life with their parents or sacrifice an innocent young man by bringing him home for the grand inquisition?
âDo you know if she was still seeing him at the time, um, recently?â
âI donât know for sure.â
âOh, okay, and one other thing I wanted to ask was about the dog, Lisaâs Akita.â
âYes?â
I hesitated, afraid of what I might hear. âWhere is she now?â
âWith Avram, dear. Why? Do you want her?â
For a moment I listened to the sound of Dashiell breathing and the hum of the refrigerator from downstairs.
âIâm sure sheâs lovely, but I already have a dog.â
âMaybe Avram will keep her. Sheâs used to him.â
âOne other thing, Marsha, about the note, Lisaâs noteââ
âHer apology?â her mother asked.
âUm. Yes.â
Now the silence was on her end of the line. I could hear some muffled conversation, as if the mouthpiece had been covered.
âWe didnât mention itââ
âYes?â
âBecause we thought it was personal.â
âI see,â I said. But I didnât. I thought it was very queer that they hadnât mentioned the note. Then again, they hadnât said much else about the circumstances of the suicide, and Marty hadnât thought that weird at all. Still, Iâd ask about the note again, but only when I could see them.
âWell, Iâll be in touch, okay, Marsha, and thank