this morning. She couldn’t escape the steely inner cold that lined her soul. She tried hard not to think about the dream ... about the hideous images that flashed through her mind even now. And the thing. The huge nagging terrible thing inside. The thing that told her that told her that the images that had shattered her sleep that morning were much more than just a bad dream.
From: Special Envoy (Africa) – US Department of State CODE: 00X – 1STY - alpha CABLE: Secured Priority: HIGH To: Directorate – Project Obsidian Subject: Request for INCURSION TEAM Status: Approved Order: Q3-345 Classification: Classified - Level 9 Target: District of Bishop (South Africa)
BEGIN ENCRYPTION ------------------------------------------------------------------ Request for special incursion unit ALPHA Team 9 received. Authorisation confirmed. ETA 07h00. Incursion team fully briefed on Target Area BISHOP and CODE 6 incident. PLEASE NOTE: ALPHA Team 9 operates and exists under plausible deniability, provision 6.2.3. Please make concomitant arrangements. Ensure effective infrastructure for clinical exit strategy Please be advised that in addition to neutralisation and assessment of Target Area BISHOP, ALPHA Team 9 will be tasked with the retrieval of sensitive documents and items. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- END ENCRYPTION ... END CABLE
Chapter Two
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Lindiwe awoke with a start. Her eyes flipped open and she stared at the stained white ceiling of her caravan. One of the caravan’s two air vents was located just above her head. It was one of those air vents housed in a little square canopy on the caravan’s roof; a little white gazebo that allowed air to move through ducts located on its four sides. The interior of the air vent bore an ancient stain that she had studied obsessively for a thousand torturous hours while lying in bed. Again and again. Now – once again – the stain held her attention. It looked like a chicken feather and even had a spine running up its centre; just like a real feather. As Lindiwe had done a million times before, she wondered exactly how anyone managed to get a stain in that particular location. Lindiwe was awake. But she was dead tired. She felt as if she hadn’t been sleeping at all. As if she had been merely simmering in an attenuated state of mind, just below wakefulness – or just above sleep – for hours. This state engendered no dreams. Just a thousand delirious unresolved thoughts. Thoughts whose dying embers sizzled uncomfortably in her consciousness. It felt like a battery had leaked in her mind. This was nothing new to Lindiwe. But this morning it felt particularly prickly. She rubbed her forehead trying to assuage the muddy thickness that lay just beneath her skull. As she lay on the dishevelled sheets, she felt that old familiar feeling. Rising slowly. From within the dark waters of her soul. She felt the anxiety slowly rise to the surface. Anxiety. That old overbearing friend she knew so well. It should have been a happy day. No. An ecstatic day. Today she was six months clean ... without a single drop to drink. Not one single little drop. Six months. God, it felt like an eternity. Today was six months. Yet she felt so empty. And scared. It was the same old undefined anxiety. Unrelated and impalpable. The more you probed its origins the more it became like a drop of dye in a bucket of water – spreading until it became indistinct yet having coloured all the water a slightly darker shade. Yet. Today – mixed in with the anxiety – there was something else. Something she