down at the ground like he was trying to burn a hole through it.
Hell, maybe he could.
âI went by the ice cream shop a couple days ago,â he said. âShe seemed okay.â
âBecause she doesnât want to worry you. And that wasnât a couple days ago, Jess. Sherry told me this morning she hasnât seen you in two weeks. Going on three.â
Galvan pressed the heels of his hands against his eyes. âI lose track,â he said quietly.
âYou can talk to me, you know,â Nichols blurted. âShit, Jess, I was there. Whatever youâre dealing with, maybe I can help.â
Galvan dropped his hands. Blinked, shook his head, blinked again. Finally, he looked over at Nichols, and the sheriff felt his face redden beneath the heat of Galvanâs scrutiny, his heart race in anticipation.
Here it came.
The Unburdening.
âYouâre already helping me. With Sherry. The rest of this shit, I gotta figure out myself.â He raised up, brushed his palms against his shorts. âI should grab myself a shower.â
Donât quit your day job, Nichols .
Galvan extended a hand.
âIâll see you soon.â
âThereâs something else.â
Galvan crossed his arms, and Nichols noticed that the cut had stopped bleeding.
âKurt Knowles got picked up a few days ago in Ardmore, Oklahoma.â
âWhoâs he again?â
âThe biker? President of the True Natives? If Iâm not mistaken, he and his gang held you down while that corrupt Mexican Federale took a machete to your arm.â
âOh yeah. Him.â
Galvan twisted at the waist, peered into the trailer. For a second, Nichols half expected him to pretend heâd heard his mother calling him home for dinner.
âI just got word today,â Nichols went on. âBut Iâm gonna do everything I can to make sure they throw his ass underneath the fuckinâ jail until the end of time. I donât know what heâs been charged with so far, but with my testimony plus yoursââ
Galvan shook his head. âForget it. Iâm keeping my head down. Supposed to be in a Mexican prison right now, in case you forgot.â
It was Nicholsâs turn to shake his head. âNah, I looked into it. Your recordâs clean. Nobody ever filed anything with Texas. Hell, you could probably apply for food stamps if you wanted to.â
Galvanâs voice darkened. âIâm off the grid, Nichols.â And then, for no apparent reason, his whole face squeezed tightâcontorted into a mask of agony or anticipated agony, like a little kid bracing for a flu shot.
âYou okay there, Jess?â
Galvan exhaledâa short sharp breath, like he was fighting it off. Gradually, his face relaxed.
âBeen getting these migraines,â he muttered.
âYou oughta see a doctor. Iâm sure Ruth canââ
Galvan spun toward him, all the pain replaced with rage, and a bolt of fear shot through Nichols, adrenaline overruling intellect, fight-or-flight synapses decussating wildly.
As if this werenât a disagreement with a friend, but a wild animal about to pounce.
It was all he could do to stand his ground.
âNo fucking doctors!â Galvan roared, jabbing a finger in his chest. âNo courtrooms, no shrinksâand if I gave a shit about that Knowles cocksucker, Iâd have killed him already. You got it?â
âSure, Jess. Sure.â
Galvan seemed to deflate then, to pull back into himself.
âSorry,â he mumbled, eventually.
âYeah,â Nichols replied. âIâll see you later.â
He dropped his half-empty beer, watched it topple sideways. A weak stream of amber pisswater leaked out, and the parched earth swallowed it greedily.
He strolled back to the cruiser, threw his arm out the window, revved the engine. Jess was still watching him. Perhaps it was a trick of the light, or perhaps the helplessness, the misery