same thing in the end, you know. No job, no money, no nice stuff.â
âItâs not the same at all ,â Maddie says.
Brianna shakes out one of the dresses and holds it up against her body. Itâs purple and covered in sparkles, totally the opposite of Maddieâs style. âYou should really take these. I mean, I know theyâre not new, but theyâre a lot closer than anything else your mom can buy you now. At least youâll know who wore them before you.â
âLeave me alone, Brianna. I donât want your stupid castoffs.â Maddieâs trying to sound strong, but her voice is trembling a little.
âSo touchy,â Brianna says. âWell, I tried. If you want to look tacky, thatâs on you.â
Coach Adrian strides onto the field with a big bag of soccer balls, and he claps a bunch of times to get our attention. âWhat is this, a fashion show?â he says. âPut the dresses away and get ready to work. Five laps around the field.â
âI was just trying to be charitable ,â Brianna says. She drops the dresses on the ground as if she wants to prove how little they matter to her and takes off running, her long hair swishing back and forth. She always wears it down at practice even though the rest of us pull ours back; she must think it looks cool when it whips around in the wind. Her minions fall into formation behind her. Sabrina looks back over her shoulder for a second as though she wants to apologize, but Brianna grabs her arm and pulls her forward.
Amy starts fiddling with her shoelaces. âYou guys go ahead,â she says. âI think Iâve got something in my shoe. Iâll catch up with you.â Itâs obvious sheâs avoiding running with us because she doesnât know what to say to Maddie. I donât really know what to say either, but I take off running next to her anyway. When youâve been best friends with someone your whole life, you canât avoid them just because youâre uncomfortable.
Maddie and I run in silence for about ten seconds, and then she says, âI hate Brianna.â
âOf course you do,â I say. âSheâs literally the worst person in the entire world. Except for, like, Hitler.â
âHitlerâs dead.â
âThatâs true. I guess sheâs the actual worst.â
âHow did she even know about my mom? I barely told anyone. You didnât say anything, did you?â
âOf course not. Iâd never do that. She probably has spies. Evil people always have evil henchmen.â
âWhat is her problem with me?â Maddie says. âI never did anything to her. And itâs not like we canât afford clothes. My dad still has a job. We just have to, like, cut back a little.â
âI know,â I say. âYou donât have to explain it to me. Donât let her get to you, okay? You know how much she loves reminding people she has it better than everyone else.â
Maddie glances over at me. âNot better than you.â
âWhat are you talking about? Weâre not rich at all.â
âYeah, but your grandmother is. I know itâs only for this month, but right now you have stuff even Brianna doesnât have, like a cute chauffeur. You should totally rub it in her face while you can.â
Iâm not usually a show-offy person, but Maddieâs rightâsomeone has to put Brianna in her place, and for the first time, I might actually be able to do that. Brianna has terrorized practically all of us at one time or another. In fourth grade, she told the whole class that my cleats were so smelly they made our coach puke when he accidentally got a whiff of them. Last year she made fun of Amyâs new haircut so viciously that she cried in social studies. At the soccer barbecue last month, she told everyone how sorry she felt for our goalie, Chloe Savitsky, because sheâs adopted and doesnât