sewing machines, library shelves, overstuffed chairs, hooked rugsâand herself, working here. She could create a design studio upstairs, put in skylights and state-of-the-art equipment, work overlooking the sea instead of an historic graveyard. The designer and the ghost of Jedidiah Thorne.
She was getting ahead of herself, and she knew it. She returned to the main room and stood very still, listening for ghost sounds.
Nothing, not even Princess Dollyâs missing cat. âRidiculous,â Tess muttered, and headed back out to her car.
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As soon as he reacquainted Dolly with the rules of the house, Andrew grabbed two beers and sat out with Harl in the old Adirondack chairs under the shagbark hickory. It was a big, old, beautiful tree, probably planted by Jedidiah Thorne himself, before he took to dueling.
âWhereâs Dolly?â Harl asked.
âSulking in her tree house.â It was six rungs up into a nearby oak, and sheâd helped Harl build it out of scrap lumber. Andrew, an architect, had stayed out of it. Some things were best left to Dolly and Harl. But not all. âShe thinks if she didnât go out into the street, she didnât really leave the yard.â
âSheâs going to be a lawyer or a politician. Mark my words.â
Andrew gritted his teeth. âItâs that damn cat.â
âI know it. If it wouldnât break Dollyâs heart, Iâd wish Tippy Tail would sneak off and find herself a couple of new suckers to take her in. Sheâs a mean bitch. Clawed me this morning.â He displayed a tattooed forearm with a three-inch claw mark, then opened his beer. âI shouldâve taken her to the pound.â
But Andrew knew that wouldnât have been Harlâs way. He was a soft touch with children and helpless animals. Tippy Tail was scrawny, temperamental and pregnant, but once Dolly saw her, that was that. Harl had seen and committed more violence than most, first growing up in a tough neighborhood in Gloucester, then in war, finally in his work as a detective. Yet, he was also the gentlest man Andrew had ever known. His first and only marriage hadnât worked, but his two grown daughters adored him, never blaming him for retreating to his shop, working on furniture, staying away from people.
Sometimes Andrew wondered if Joanna would have approved of Harley Beckett taking care of their daughter. But not tonight. Tonight, Andrew accepted that his wife had been dead for three years, killed in an avalanche on Mount McKinley. Sheâd only started mountain-climbing the year before, when Dolly was two. Ike Granthamâs idea.
âHe makes me want to push myself,â sheâd said. âHe makes me want to try something out of my comfort zone. Leaving you here, leaving Dollyâit scares the hell out of me. And excites me at the same time. I have to do this, Andrew. Iâll be a better person because of this experience. A better mother.â
Maybe, Andrew thought. If sheâd lived. But climbing mountains, even in northern New England, had made Joanna happy, eased some of the restlessness and desperation that had gripped her with Dollyâs birth. She hadnât been ready for a child. He could see that now. Sheâd felt, in ways he couldnât understand, that sheâd lost herself, needed something that was hers, that felt daring and not, as sheâd put it, âtied down.â She hadnât meant Dolly in particular. Sheâd meant everything.
âI love Dolly with all my heart,â sheâd tried to explain. âAnd I love you, Andrew, and my job.â She was a research analyst with the North Atlantic Strategic Studies Institute. âIâm not dissatisfied with anything on the outside, just on the inside.â
Ike Grantham seemed to understand. Or pretended to. Andrew wasnât any good at pretending.
âIke and I arenât having an affair, Andrew. Please donât ever