her chair and sat down, pulling her near-full bundle of crack from one of her robe pockets and making a great show of counting each of the plastic caps.
Daneen turned away and tried to ignore the sudden churning in her stomach. But there was no denying the rumble that soon grew to a growl. It echoed across the room as Judy placed one cap after another on the table beside her chair.
âI think we should try to find her first,â Judy said, still counting the crack-filled vials.
Daneen couldnât hear Judy. Her nostrils were beginning to fill with the lingering scent of crack smoke. Her pores expelled tiny beads of sweat as her heart climbed out of her chest and beat wildly against her throat. The rumble in her stomach began to work downward until she felt that her bowels were going to burst.
And still, Judy counted. Daneen thought she could see a tiny smile playing on her auntâs lips.
âYou know what I think, Daneen?â Judy asked as she counted. âI think Kenya gonâ show up âround nine oâclock talkinâ âbout âWhatâs for breakfast?â Same way you used to do when you was her age. Disappearinâ and showinâ up when you felt like it. Remember how you used to do that?â
Daneenâs mouth was beginning to water. She could hear Judy now, but couldnât concentrate on what she was saying. The taste of crack was once again dancing on her palate. The smell of it was overwhelming her.
âWhatâs wrong, Daneen?â Judy said, with a self-satisfied smirk.
âYou always did like to fuck with me, didnât you, Judy?â Daneen said, turning to face her aunt. âProbably doinâ Kenya like that, too, ainât you? Figurinâ out how to push her buttons. Thatâs probably why she got the hell up outta here.â
âKenya ainât weak as you,â Judy said, taking out one of the caps and opening it. âShe donât give me the satisfaction.â
âI ainât gonâ give it to you neither,â Daneen said, moving toward the door.
âYou sure about that?â Judy picked up the open cap and held it in the air. ââCause I sure could use some satisfaction right about now. You got some money, donât you, Daneen? First oneâs free.â
Daneen swallowed hard, ignoring the taste in her mouth, the rumble in her stomach, the stench in her nostrils. She backed toward the door, staring at the crack, even as she reached behind her and pawed at the air until her fingers closed around the doorknob.
âI gotta find my baby,â she said as she opened the door and stepped backward. âI justâI gotta find her.â
And with that, Daneen was goneâwithout a word about the final call sheâd made before coming to Judyâs apartment.
Chapter Three
Not twenty miles from the chaos that was about to erupt in the projects, on the edge of a tree-lined section of Philadelphia called Chestnut Hill, Kevin Lynch could feel the quiet bearing down on him.
The solitude of middle-class living was the one thing Lynch hadnât mastered, even ten years removed from his last years in the projects. He still found himself wishing for profane tirades and breaking glass, childhood games and pulsing music. Sounds he had almost forgotten since leaving the richness of ghetto poverty.
Whenever the silence he hated was broken, he jumped to embrace the noise, secretly hoping to snatch a piece of the confusion that was so much a part of him.
Thatâs what had happened when he had received the phone call shortly before five. He had snapped awake to the sound of the ringing phone and listened with growing panic to Daneenâs sordid tale of crack dens and missing children.
It had taken him just minutes to get up and bathe and dress. When he came back to his bedroom and his sleeping wife, he moved quietly, strapping on his shoulder holster and his handheld radio before easing himself