the edge of orgasm, but I took a last moment to strip myself, pushing down my knickers under my skirt and hauling my blouse and bra high to bare my breasts. That felt good, and as I began to touch again my mind focused on how heâd look in a similar dishevelled state, with his smart business suit still on, but with his cock and balls sticking out from his fly, huge and virile, ready for my mouth as I was ordered onto my knees to suck him.
I held the image as I came, my eyes tight shut, my body locked in ecstasy, clinging onto the moment for as long as I possibly could before slumping back on the bed with my mouth set in a wry smile for my own dirty behaviour.
2
STEVE BEGAN TO pick up speed as he pulled the van onto the M11, finding a gap in the traffic and drawing out into the middle lane before he spoke again.
âRemember, weâre getting married and we need the booze for our wedding.â
âYeah, yeah, yeah.â
âFizz, get serious, will you? Iâve got a lot of money in this.â
âYes, but, Steve, what if we get the same officer as last time, or the time before? Isnât he going to think itâs a bit weird us getting married so often?â
âNah, they get thousands of people coming over every day. They wonât remember us. Anyway, you look well different. What did you go and do that to your hair for?â
âMum made me change it, so Iâd look respectable for a job interview.â
âA job interview? What dâyou want a job for? I pay you something, donât I, and what with your social and Rubber Dollies.â
âThatâs not a lot, Steve, especially as the Dog and Duck are refusing to pay us because the council are on their backs. Theyâve banned us too. I donât want the job anyway. I only went along to keep Mum happy.â
âDo you reckon youâll get it?â
âNo. Weâre going to have to watch it though. They were these new people on the Hereward Trading Estateand theyâre trying to sell this security system to the council, hi-tech cameras, the works, and this program that records peopleâs faces.â
âNosy bastards! Still, Iâve got nothing to worry about.â
âNo? What about when you make deliveries?â
âHow do they know the stuff doesnât all come from the cash and carry?â
âMaybe, but keep an eye out anyway.â
âI will, thanks for the heads up.â
Heâd pulled out to overtake a pair of lorries and I didnât answer, but settled down in my seat to watch the traffic and the fields beyond, with the perspective on a line of pylons slowly shifting as we moved beside and then beneath them. I always like to get out of town. It makes me feel free, or at least less trapped. I thought of how it would be working in an office, the same routine each day, the same places and the same faces, deadly dull, and obviously Stephen English wouldnât prove to be the dirty bastard of my fantasy but just another boring suit. I was best off out of it.
I began to flick through Steveâs CDs, choosing Radio-head as the best of his somewhat motley and mainly 90s collection. He immediately began to sing along, his cement-mixer voice destroying all chance of my losing myself in the song. I didnât say anything, knowing that to let him realise he was being annoying would only make him worse. Finally he broke off to voice his opinion of an old blue Ford doing sixty in the middle lane and didnât start up again, leaving me to enjoy the journey.
Booze cruises are fun, especially if itâs not your money thatâs at stake. I love the thrill of getting one over on the bastards, and thatâs what they are. Imagine taking a job where the main thing you do is make lifeunpleasant for other people? Itâs the same with traffic wardens and wheel-clamping firms and all the other little Hitlers. I donât know how they live with themselves.
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