up my mind I run across the road and make my way home.
CHAPTER FIVE
'Why the fuck did you leave me?' I move aside to let a very pissed off and dishevelled George into my flat. I’m as equally pissed off, because I'd just managed to get warm and snug in bed when he banged on my door. I'm actually surprised it took him so long, but I bet his father wouldn't let him chase me home and this would have fuelled George's anger more. Returning home, I couldn't wait to get the dress off and my face clear off all the make-up. It was like I needed to clear all the sleaze and corruption from me to be clean once more. That's what hanging around Gaskill does to me. He makes me feel unclean and unworthy. 'I left because he never turned up and you know damn well how much I hate going to these things. Also I am pig sick of your father having snide digs at me.' 'Well if you'd have stuck around then you would have known that bastard was late as usual,' George snaps. 'Did some fucking speech, sauntered around and then fucked off again.' Grabbing my robe, I shrug it on as George sits down on my sofa. I am fully aware I'm not going back to bed just yet. George is not going to move any time soon. I get why he's angry, but in reality, even if I'd met Harry it doesn't mean that he'd fall at my feet. Just because George thinks I'm god's gift doesn't mean that everyone else feels the same way. True, I've never had problems when it comes to men. My problem is keeping hold of them. They never seem to hold my interest long enough. I get bored far too easily. I have some stupid romantic notion that there will be one guy out there that will knock me clean off my feet and he will be the one. I realise that the reality means that I could be waiting a long time, but I'm prepared at the moment to hold out hope. 'You do know it's twice you've called him that. I take it you don't like him?' I say sitting beside him. 'What do you think?' he mutters. 'He treats his wife like shit.' 'I think that you need to think about whether you want your supposed best friend to try and seduce a guy like that if he's that bad. You know you are supposed to like me.' George turns my way with a glazed look in his eyes. Great! A drunken George is an unpredictable George and sure enough the next thing to come out of his mouth is obvious. 'You know how I feel about you. Let me stay?' His face moves close to mine and instinctively my body tenses. Not through fear, but more of knowing how much power he really holds over me. He's the only one who does. I'd never allow anyone to get under my skin. I don't like letting anyone in. But George holds an advantage that I desperately try and change every day. I get to my feet and pull the large throw that hangs on my sofa and drag it towards him. 'Sofa it is then?' he smiles. 'Goodnight George,' I kiss him on the cheek and make my way back to bed. As I tuck myself under the covers, I find I'm staring at the door, waiting for it to open. Just one last plea or beg to share the bed, but after a few moments I hear the sound of his drunken snore. Memories of a camping trip come to mind. Once again it involved too many beers. Cooped up in some small tent and just the two of us. George's persistence that I am the only woman he wants. Then the wandering hands until I slap him so hard that he falls over and nearly collapses the tent. Of course the cold light of day brought apologies, especially since I had kicked him out of the tent to sleep outside. But I know better not to push him too far and we were soon friends once more. It took a long time to trust him after that. But no matter how long ago it was, I still get nervous when he drinks and I still wonder how much longer he will put up with our platonic relationship. He's a man after all.
CHAPTER SIX
'Why am I here again?' I mumble as I slouch on the wooden chair. 'Because some of us need to work and I also could do with the company.' It's been over