already done gone and murdered a woman tonight, whatâs one more? Especially a black one!â
It was foolish talking back to Tucker, for more than one slave had been whipped for it on the McCreary land, and he stood armed and panicked now. But Dorcas was weary beyond reckoning. Her Power still shrieked. And all at once she didnât care about the risk of the foreman shooting her. She half-knelt, half-fell down at Elias Sutherlandâs side, her hands afire anew as her palms sought the places where his lifeâs blood was oozing forth.
Elias, though, seized both her wrists before she could touch him. âNo,â he croaked. âAinât got nothinâ left. Let me go to her. Iâve got to free her from the blood. Let me go.â
By rights she should have denied him; her Power demanded release, and her conscience bewailed the thought of giving free rein to yet more death. It didnât matter that Elias was white, or that she knew barely anything of him. She knew enough: that he was a good man whoâd risk himself to aid the likes of her and Caleb. And that he had Power, like her. Because of that, she pulled back her hands and whispered, âGo to your Jenny, Elias.â
And because of what little she knew of him, as his last breath left him, Dorcas wept. The magic in the earth and river shifted with his passing; it would have been all too easy to let herself follow it, to claim the rest and succor it offered and to the white manâs hell with anything else.
But she wouldnât do that to Caleb. Couldnât, not when Harriman Tucker had a gun drawn upon them both.
With an effort that made her tremble, Dorcas lifted her head. Caleb was sitting up, and though gray tinged the deep rich brown of his cheeks, she was certain sheâd stopped his bleeding. McCreary remained in an unmoving sprawl. The sight of him should have made her want to retch, but not even the wrongness that had been Jenny Sutherlandâs shadeâor what it had doneâcould make her sorry that her masterâs son was gone.
The sight of him, though, visibly discomfited Harriman Tucker. âOur Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name,â he whispered. His gaze darted from McCreary to the other men and back again, and with each twitch of his stare, his expression grew more heartsick.
âIâm sorry,â Dorcas said. Not out of pity, for she couldnât muster pity for the man, working as he did for the McCrearys. But she knew the look he was wearing, the look of a man whose world had just burned to ash around him. For that, at least, she could feel regret.
Tucker made a strangled sound that might have been amused had it anything to do with laughter. âAre you? After whatâs just happenedâafter this deviltryâyou can say that to my face? These men are dead!â
âIf youâre going to send us to join âem,â Caleb grunted, âthen get it done.â
The gun shook in Tuckerâs hand; with a growl of frustration, he steadied it with his other, right in left. But to Dorcasâ surprise, he squeezed his eyes shut. His face contorted in grief. Then his hands dropped, taking the gunâs barrel off them, and he spun away without firing a shot. âI cannot,â he rasped. âHoly God forgive me. I cannot add to this nightâs death.â
Relief welled in Dorcas, though she dared not give it release, not yet. She traded glances with Caleb and then carefully stood, an inch or two at a time, until she made it to her feet. âThen donât,â she said. âEnd it here. Let us go.â
âHe might say we killed âem,â Caleb warned as he stood just behind her.
âBut he wonât,â Dorcas answered. âBecause he knows we didnât. Donât you, Mister Tucker?â
That too was foolish, placing their trust in a man who served their masterâbut they had no other choice, she thought. Tucker stood