werenât as bad at the time, anyway.â
âI donât know if you know or not, but that reverend is my grandfather,â Meg said.
âReally? No, I didnât know that.â
âAnd sick or not, your folks must have wanted a child a lot,â Hadley concluded.
âA lot,â Shannon confirmed. âBut having one of their own just wasnât possible.â
âDid you have a good life with them?â Chase asked.
Despite the two occasions when she and Chase had met in Billings and the few phone calls and emails theyâd exchanged, theyâd barely scratched the surface of getting to know each other. And while she was aware that Chaseâs upbringing in foster care had been somewhat dour, Shannon hadnât gotten into what her own growing-up years had been like.
âI didnât have a lot of material things,â she told him now. âBut no one was more loved than I was. My parents were wonderful people who adored each other and who thought I was just a gift from heaven,â she said with a small laugh to hide the tears that the memory brought to her eyes. She also glanced downward at Tia still playing with the bracelet in her lap and smoothed the little girlâs hair.
When the tears were under control and she glanced up again, she once more found Dag watching her, this time with a warmth that inexplicably wrapped around her and comforted her before she told herself that she had to be imagining it.
âIt must have been so hard for you to lose them,â Meg said, interrupting that split-second moment.
âIt was,â Shannon answered, forcing herself to look away from Dag. âBut at the same time, they had both gotten so sick. Thatâs why my grandmother left Northbridgea few years agoâto help me take care of them when it was just more than I could do on my ownââ
âYou took care of them?â Dag asked in a voice that sounded almost as if it was for her ears only.
âI didâhappily, and they made it as easy as they could, but I still had to work, too, and do what I could to help the man Iâd hired to keep the business running. Plus my parents needed someone with them during the day, as well, so Gramma came to stay. By the time my dad died last January I couldnât wish him another day of suffering just so I could go on having him with me. And he and my mom were so close that she just couldnât go on without him. I think her heart really did break then, so it was no shock when she died just months later. And to tell you the truth, after spending every day of their adult lives togetherâworking together, going up to the apartment together, never being without each otherâit sort of seemed as if they belonged together in whatever afterlife there might be, too.â
âAnd then there was just you and your grandmother?â Dag asked, his eyes still on her in that penetrating gaze.
âRight, Gramma was still with me. And she seemed healthy as ever. She helped me go through all my parentsâ thingsâpersonal and financial and business. She helped me find an apartment so we could sell the business and the building it was in. She helped me move. She was just about to come back to Northbridgeâwhich was what she really wanted to do for herselfâwhen she had a heart attack in August. She didnât make it through thatâ¦.â
This time Shannon shrugged her shoulders to draw attention away from the moisture gathering in her eyes. When she could, she said, âStrange as it may sound, my grandmotherâs death was actually the shock.â
âAnd just like thatâwithin a matter of eight monthsâyou lost your whole family?â Hadley marveled sadly. âChase said you had taken some time off from teaching kindergarten then, and itâs no wonder!â
âBut now she has Chase and two more brothers out there somewhere who she and Chase are going to