notoriety. Not on purpose, anyway. He was into making good food the only way he knew how. His way. The Times article had done him some serious damage. He spent an evening writing a blistering rebuttal, but realized after an hour of slamming thoughts onto paper that he wasnât in the most defensible position. In fact, he was pretty much in the juice.
Memories were short, though. Given a month or two, a new scandal, people would forget. Heâd be back at the helm of a new restaurant, and this time heâd choose more wiselyâchoose a place where he approved of the management style, rather than the name. He had savings and investments. Although he knew very little about them, since heâd trusted Pete implicitly.
But what to do now? Continue pounding the pavement, trying to get an interview? Call Lowell and hear the guy rant about how Tom had screwed himself?
Not yet. Lowell Hislop, whoâd gotten Tom the job in Spain that had ultimately jump-started his career, was the closest thing to a mentor he had. He was also unpredictable and hard to deal with. A veritable force unto himself, and at the moment as unemployed as Tom was. But in Lowellâs case it was by choice, while he hammered out a divorce agreement with his French wife,Simone. Theyâd split innumerable times in the past, but this once it appeared to be for real. Lowell had sold his restaurant, dumped his investment properties and quite likely stashed a bunch of cash in odd places. He was nothing if not savvy, but the last Tom had heard he was up to his ass in his wifeâs lawyers.
Yeah, Tom would call him, but first heâd see what he could do on his own. There were still a couple avenues left to him.
He hoped.
He was halfway up the stairs to his apartment when his phone rang. It wasnât Pete, as heâd hoped, but it wasnât Jervase telling him the town wasnât big enough for the both of them, either. It was a Nevada number.
âReggie?â
âHi, Tom.â There was an awkward silence, then she said, âI, uh, have some news for you.â
âAll right.â A lead on a job, maybe? The Associated Press had picked up his âinterviewâ with the Times and it was all over the country. No doubt she knew he was out of work. He didnât really want a job in Reno, but heâd consider it. For a while.
âBefore I start, I just want to tell you that you donât have to be involved in any way. I plan to handle everything myself.â
âHandle what?â He balanced the phone on his shoulder while he dug his keys out of his pocket.
After another short silence, she said, âIâm pregnant.â
He almost said congratulations. Then her meaning struck him. âHow pregnant?â
âAlmost two months.â
He dropped the keys on the carpet between his feet. âWeâ¦used protection.â
âI havenât slept with anyone but you.â
âWeâ¦used protection,â Tom repeated. He pressed the heel of his palm into the solid wood door. Blood hammered in his temples, making it damned hard to think.
âLike I saidâ¦â She hesitated. âI thought you should know, butâ¦I donât need anything from you.â
âWell, arenât you brave?â he snapped.
âYes. I am. I lived with you for a year.â The phone went dead.
Tom stood for a moment without moving, then reached down and picked up his keys. It took him two tries to get the right one into the lock, mainly because his hands were shaking.
Pregnant?
Call her back, you jerk.
Not yet. Soon, but not yet.
He needed time in the worst way.
Once inside, he dropped the keys on the table, set the bag of produce beside them.
He was going to be a father.
Out of a job. Living on savings. About to be a dad. This was not the way his life was supposed to work out.
Tom rubbed his temples with his fingertips. Then he went to the cupboard and pulled out a bottle, the first