Approaching from the side, she switched on a small LED flashlight.
âItâs been a while, but the smell of this place brings it all backâthough Iâve got to say it. You make a better-looking vet than old Doc Humphrey ever did.â
âFlattery will get you nowhere, Beau Tyler.â Natalie felt the rush of heat to her face. It didnât take much to make that happen. But then, with Beau, it never had.
âIâm not sure how far I want it to get me now that youâre a married lady.â
Natalie shifted behind the mare and bent closer to examine the vulva with her light. It was swollen, as it should be, the opening beginning to loosen and stretch. The teats were beaded with clear, honey-colored drops of colostrum, a sign her milk was coming in.
âSheâs waxing. It wonât be long nowâtonight or tomorrow morning, Iâd say. Make sure Erin knows. Lupitaâs her favorite mare, and if all goes well, her fatherâs promised her the foal to raise as her own. With Vaquero as the sire, she should have herself a champion horse.â
âAre you happy, Natalie?â
âWhat?â Sheâd put the flashlight down and was palpating the mareâs belly to determine the foalâs position. It was a guess at best, but so far, everything felt all right.
âI asked Tori if you were happy. She said I should ask you. So Iâm asking.â
âYou mean am I happy with Slade?â She fumbled for the flashlight where sheâd dropped it in the straw. âNot that itâs any of your business, but yes, of course I am. Heâs a good man, and he loves me.â
âBut no children.â
âThatâs not your business either,â she said. âIâve moved on, Beau. I have a career and a marriageâa life youâre not part of.â Easing away from the horse, she gulped back the ache in her throat. âSo just take it for what itâs worth. Leave me alone.â
She couldnât help it. Always emotional, she felt the scalding surge of tears. They spilled over as she rose, stripped off her gloves, and walked out of the stall.
âNatalie, are you all right?â Beau came out behind her. Latching the stall gate, he turned her shoulders to face him and saw her tears. âOh, dammit, Iâm sorry.â His arms pulled her close, a gesture of comfort. âI shouldnât have grilled you like that. Youâre rightâweâve both moved on. Your life is none of my business.â
She stood rigid in the circle of his arms. âItâs my fault. I shouldnât have come here today.â
âNoâIâm the one who doesnât belong here.â His clasp tightened around her. âTomorrow Iâll be leaving.â
Natalie closed her eyes, drawing him into her sensesâthe warm tensile strength of his arms, the fresh sage smell of his skin, the steady drumming of his heart against her ear. After all these years, the connection between them was still there. But Beau was right. Theyâd both moved on.
His breath ruffled the hair on her forehead. Memories surgedâthe sweet and the bitter. Summer nights on a blanket under the stars, their urgent young bodies giving each other love the only way they knew how. And that last, parting moment, holding him with every ounce of strength, as if to mold his imprint to her and carry it away. Even then sheâd known that things would never be the same between them. But until he stopped writing, sheâd refused to believe it.
The urge to feel his lips on hers one last time touched an ache inside herâan ache too deep and powerful to be denied. Natalieâs booted feet pushed her to her tiptoes. She tilted her face upward, feeling the catch of his breath as he bent toward her.
A clatter from one of the stalls startled them both. They sprang apart as if a gunshot had been fired between them. âWhoâs there?â Beau called.