loveâthat world, I would return to. I havenât, though. Going there again would mean revisiting that Paulâs death.)
But Conley knew something we didnât. He knew weâd be compelled to return to the Triadverse soon, that weâd break the truce no matter what.
He knew what was about to happen to Theo.
3
âYOU TRICKED US,â I SAY TO CONLEY AS THE THREE OF US stand together in this stone room, in an Italian castle a world away. Paul looks from Wyatt Conley to me in confusion. âSaying youâd let us âthink it overâââ
âI did, didnât I? You had weeks.â Conley straightens the red robes he wears as if heâs proud of them. âThen Paul Markov came to my dimension, even though you were warned it would be dangerous. Heâs paying the price. Itâs as simple as that.â
My dimension , he said. That means this is the Triadverse Conley Iâm dealing with. Not that it makes much difference; the two Conleys work together, forming a conspiracy of one.
âCardinal ConleyâI donât understand.â This worldâs Paul looks hopelessly bewildered, and no wonder. âWhat law have I broken?â
Conley smiles, all grace and benevolence. âThis is betweenme and your lady fair, Father Paul. You can speak with her later. At the moment, she and I need to have a private conversation.â
Paul steps between us. Itâs more obvious than ever how much taller he is than Conley, how much stronger. âYou canât blame her for my weakness. I alone am responsible.â
Is he amazing in every universe? I place one hand on Paulâs back, a small touch meant to say thank you.
However, Conley remains in faux-kindly mode. âShe wonât be punished. More than that, I hear her parents have been condemned for their studies by some of the local priests. Tonight I shall tell Her Holiness to officially declare them under her protection. You see? All will be well. Now go.â
When Paul hesitates anyway, I murmur, âItâs all right. Iâll talk to you soon. Con . . . the cardinal and I donât have much to say to each other.â
At last Paul turns to go, with one last look at me filled with such longing that my heart turns over. No sooner has he walked out, however, than Conley starts to laugh. âOh, Marguerite. You and I have so much to say.â
âWhat did you do to him?â I demand. âI tracked Paul here from your universe. I gave him a reminder, and the Firebird seems like it workedââ
âInconvenient, isnât it? The way most people forget themselves between dimensions. You donât appreciate your gift.â
Thatâs how it is for virtually everyone who travels through the multiverse. Without constant reminders, they quickly become silent, passive witnesses as those dimensionsâ selvestake over again. For Mom and Dadâs purposes, this doesnât matter; the travelers remember everything they experienced through their âother selvesâ in each world. As long as you have your Firebird to remind you, you can still get back home and analyze what you learned.
But as I discovered on my first voyage, there are serious flaws in this procedure. For instance, you can lose a Firebird. It can be broken or stolen. And if you havenât got your Firebird to remind you of yourself, then youâll remain in that alternate dimension, within that other selfâunconscious, paralyzed, and trappedâforever.
Thatâs why it would help to have a âperfect traveler,â someone who always remembered who she was, who remained in control no matter what.
So Triad turned me into one.
I still donât exactly understand what it was that was done to me. The device Triad loaned us seemed like any other piece of scientific equipment, and all I felt when the conversion happened was a moment of dizziness. Paul and my parents have explained it to me a