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and I wasn't expecting it after all the pleasure I had.  Connor stopped instantly and looked down at me with disbelief.  "No." was all he said before he pulled out and left me alone.  Was that is?  I waiting all these years and the act itself only lasted ten seconds if that.  That can't be right.  Did I do something wrong?  God I was still a little tender but, I slowly rolled off the bed and started to get dress and ready to go.  Hurt and confused I started crying.  I was not usually a crier but, I needed this.
    "What are you doing?" Connor asked.  He strolled into the room with a damp wash cloth.  He looked sad for some reason.  Did I do that to him?  No, I don't know what I could have done to do that to him.  He looked at the bed and to my horror there was a puddle of blood in the center.
    "You should have told me." Damn it Heather! I would have been more careful with you.  I would have done this right.  Not like this. Why didn't you tell me you were a virgin?"
    What? This is why he is sad because I was a virgin.  Man I don't understand I thought men wanted virgins.  No, that's not it he looked hurt and upset.  Then I figured it out.  Shit I'm stupid.  "Shit Connor, I didn't think it mattered."
    "Not matter! Shit Heather I hurt you! I never wanted to hurt you. Don't you understand that? Please just take your panties back off and let me clean you up. It will help. I promise."
    He wants to clean me up?  I am so confused one minute he is pissed and runs out of here the next he is sad and worried about me.  All I can do is go with it and enjoy this roller coaster as long as I have it.  So, I pulled down my panties and rolled back in bed.  Connor walked back to the bed and sat down next to me and pushed my legs open and slowly but tenderly cleaned the blood and fluids off of me.  It was really kind of sweet.  I started to cry again for no other reason but, this man wanted to take care of me.  It was an amazing feeling just how loving he was being with me.
    "Am I hurting you?"
    "No"
    "Then why are you crying?" Dare I tell him and let him see what he does to me?  I guess if I want to really have a relationship with him I need to jump in with both feet. So, I told him the truth.  We laid back on the bed Connor was holding me like I might bolt and in a way I felt like I just might do that.  I have never been so opened with anyone before.  Not even Krystal and she is my best friend.  I fell asleep like that warm and safe in Connor's arms.
      I woke an hour or so later to find Connor on his back and I was draped over him.  He was sporting the biggest erection and I wanted to touch it.  I wanted to feel what his penis in my hands would feel like so I leisurely moved down his body checking to make sure he was still asleep.  Thank God he was.  God it was stunning I have never seen anything so big.  No wonder it hurt so much.  My petite hands barley fit around him.  I slowly moved my hand up and down watching in amazement it getting bigger.   Connor started moaning but, he was still a sleep.  I couldn't help myself so I lowered my mouth to his cock and started to suck and lick it like a Popsicle. 
    Connor's moans where starting to get loader and I started to feel excited and giddy that I was doing this to him.  I wanted him and I was ready.  This time there was no stopping me.  I did one last lick and stopped.  I carefully positioned myself over him and lowered myself down.  I was surprised it didn't hurt this time.  I started to move up and down and grinding into him and at last Connor opened his baby blue eyes. "Mmm best wake up ever."
    I smiled down at him and continued to move Connor put his hands on my hips helping me and guiding me into place.  I have never felt so full and so empowered before.  It was all I could hope for and more.  Next thing I knew I was being tossed on my back."My turn." he growled.
    Oh I like this side of him.  I wrapped my legs around him holding on tight