just wanted to say thanks.â
He put a finger to his forehead as if tipping his hat, a boyish grin spreading across his face. âGood to meet you, Nora.â He strode out of the parking lot and around the corner.
Nora switched her attention to Scott, eager to feel the safety of his arms around her. Heâd come for her. Late, sure, but he was here now.
âHave you had enough, yet?â Scottâs eyes flashed with anger.
Sheâd expected support, and his reaction smacked her upside the head. Once again, her struggle to please him had backfired. She masked her hurt. âAs a matter of fact, I have. Enough of struggling to make Kachina Ski earn a living in a drought. Enough of religious freaks and rabid environmentalists and Crazy Horse wannabees sticking their nose in my business. And Iâve really had enough of you acting like Iâm the devil.â
His face didnât soften. âThen walk away from it.â
Scott might as well suggest they buy a ranch on Mars. âI didnât even want to run a ski area! But weâre in it now. We canât just give up.â
He shrugged and looked away from her. âI thought it would be fun.â
When sheâd been offered Kachina Ski from her late stepfather, she wanted to turn it down. But Scott had practically begged her, promising theyâd do it together. But the picture he painted of growing a fruitful business together and raising children free to roam the mountain had faded with the drought. âWhen we have reliable snow, it will be fun,â she said.
He frowned. âWe have no right to alter the natural environment for profit.â
What? Mutiny now theyâd just won their victory? He had been on board with the fight for snow making in the beginning. She opened her mouth to remind him of the drought-relief snow making would bring to the mountain. But she simply closed her mouth again. It didnât matter what the issue, he rarely agreed with her anymore. Never laughed with her. She couldnât remember the last time he even kissed her.
The stress of the ski business killed their hope. The drought not only sucked the land dry, but her energy and resources as well. If she could get a good year or two, pay down the debt, ease up the pressure on them both, theyâd be okay together, she had felt sure of it. Maybe theyâd slow down enough to have a baby. Making snow meant making money, and to Nora, that meant saving their marriage as well.
âScott, when we started this fight you were all for doing whatever it took to keep Kachina Ski alive. Whatâs changed?â
His eyes darted away from hers. âThings.â
Controlling her impatience was like trying to keep a tree upright after the lumberjack had yelled âTimber!â âYou said you thought snow making was a good idea.â
Scott shook his head. âThat was before.â
âBefore what ?â
He shifted from one foot to another. âYou wouldnât believe me if I told you.â
Sudden tears burned. More secrets, when he used to tell her everything. She remembered sitting in a mountain meadow, their packs discarded under a tree. They held hands and Scott told her how he never loved anyone as he loved her. When he laid her down with her back against their mountain and the sun in her eyes, it felt to her that their souls joined in their lovemaking. Now she struggled to get him to talk about his day.
âWhen have I ever not believed you?â she said.
âSince you stopped believing in anything except cash flows and lines of credit.â
A nice one-two to the heart. âKachina Ski wonât run itself, so someone has to think about the business.â
He glared at her. âSee what I mean?â
Idiot. She always said the wrong thing. âIâm sorry. What changed your mind about snow making?â
âYou wonât get it.â
âI want to get it. Tell me.â
He leaned against the