horizon. I had maybe a couple hours of daylight left and I needed firewood. Tomorrow Iâd climb the steep point south of my cove and keep looking.
I hiked back over the point and rebuilt my fire under the same massive spruce tree, then collected more wood. It started raining lightly. I mean, you couldnât even tell unless you stepped out onto the beach and tilted your head up; only then could you feel the mist on your face.
I dumped some wood next to the fire.
I was already hungry again. And even though I wasnât freezing like yesterday, I still wasnât warm. Warm like Iâd been with a tent and sleeping bag. And dry. I still wasnât dry.
I took the emergency blanket out of the wrapper. It was silver and thinner than tin foil but really flexible. You could scrunch it up like a plastic bag and it wouldnât rip. And it was bigâseven feet long and about four feet wide.
I draped it over my head and shoulders and pulled it around me like a cape.
But the fire burned down and I got cold, so I shed the blanket, added wood to the fire, and then searched behind camp for more.
I stepped over a rotting log and my foot sank and made a sucking noise, like Iâd stepped into deep mud.
Fresh bear scat. A huge mother of a pile.
I twisted my foot out of the crap, then noticed another mound beside it. Now my heart was pounding. I scanned the forest for movement.
âRelax,â I said. âRelax.â But my heart kept pounding.
I looked at the scat again, and eyed some purple dots mixed in with the dark brown. Whole blueberries. Somehow theyâd survived the journey through the bearâs digestive system. I didnât want any part of myself making that journey. I glanced around. Gulped some air.
But the berries. I touched my empty stomach.
Food and firewood. I needed both.
âBerries. Okay. Iâll eat berries,â I said. âIâll eat a boatload of berriesâwhatever I can find before dark.â
I hiked across the slope to a tangled mass of deadfall, where several trees had fallen, one on top of the other, and began pulling branches out, making a pile. I glanced toward camp, then I looked upslope and side-to-side, searching for bears in the twilight.
I scrambled farther up the deadfall and there they were.
Blueberries.
I plucked one from the branch. Dark blue and round. I rolled it around in my hand and popped it into my mouth.
Most blueberries in Prince William Sound have little white worms in them. They really grossed your mother out. She refused to eat them. But itâs a good protein source to know about if you need it. And, you canât even taste the worms.
âWorms or no worms,â I said. âIâm hungry. Bring them on.â
I attacked the bushes, eating every berry in the small patch.
Maybe this is how it is. Move along. Find a berry patch and eat. Fill up your gut with worms. Just like the bears.
There it was againâin my mindâbears.
This place is full of bears. But itâs full of food, too. Rarely will a bear prey on a human. Most bear attacks happen to people who are alone. Weâve got each other.
I pulled more branches from the deadfall and made another pile of wood. I kicked at the ground. We didnât have each otherânot right now.
BEFORE THE ACCIDENT
Usually we hugged the shore. That way you had more chances of seeing land animals close-up on the coastline, plus it was safer. But along this stretch, after that group of sea lions left us, we were cruising a couple hundred yards out to avoid an endless minefield of rocks poking up from the bottom. It was my job to spot them.
Off in the distance, I caught a glimpse of a big black fin. I twisted my neck so my dad could hear me. âOver there.â I pointed with my paddle. âI think itâs a whale.â
CHAPTER 5
THE NEXT morning I woke to strands of fog. They reached into the forest and settled around me. I knew I needed to get over that