fact.
I hear a faint sniff, and my gaze cuts back over to my sister. My heart twists as if a knife has been plunged right into the center of it. What have I done?
Heat rushes up my neck. The time for babying her ass is over. âStop playing the victim. You did this shit. Your boyâs blood is on your muthafuckinâ hands. You remember that shit!â
I watch as TaâSharaâs tears grow fatter and roll faster down her filthy face. I ainât doing nothing but spitting the truth. She refuses to look my way or say jack shit to me. That pisses me off more. âPut on your big-girl panties and own your shit. That nigga was neck-deep in the game. The only reason your ass ainât lying dead next to his ass is because we share the same blood. I did your ass a favor.â
Silence.
Her blatant disrespect has my blood boiling. For the first time, I think I wouldâve been better off if Iâd capped her ass as well. After the thought crosses my mind, guilt attacks me. What the fuck is wrong with me?
âShit.â I drop my head and stare at the limoâs floor. I donât like examining the shit I have to do out here in Murder City. A part of being a leader is about making some cold and bold moves and keeping your emotions out of it. But tonight . . . ordering TaâSharaâs rape . . .
Itâs a fucking new low.
I stare out the dark window. I am my sisterâs keeper. I am my sisterâs keeper. I feel the threat of hot tears burning the backs of my eyes, but once again, I fight those muthafuckas off. Thereâs no point in crying about shit out here. You either get or get got. Plain and simple. I understand these rules and so did that pretty boy Profit. Only TaâShara has been acting like she doesnât know how shit works out here. Well, tonight she got a long overdue education.
Silence.
âThat little shit that went down with you and my boys was a small price to pay for your life,â I tell her. âRemember that shit. If youâre thinking about opening your big mouth to the po-po, letâs just say that I heavily advise against it. We got other muthafuckas we can touch.â I scoot across the seat until Iâm right up on her so I can whisper in her ear, âLike Tracee and Reggie.â
TaâSharaâs head bounces up, and her large, brown eyes widen to the size of two silver dollars.
âUh-huh. I thought that might catch your attention.â My lips curl into a tight smile. âYou know Iâll do it, too, donât you? Iâll be happy to take care of your precious foster parents. Then what will you do?â I ask, searching her eyes. âMmm? Where do you think youâll end up? Out here on the street?â I laugh. âYou think that you can handle that?â
TaâShara turns her head away, but I grab her swollen jaw and jerk it back toward me. âLook at me when Iâm fucking talking to you!â I grind my teeth together while I try to get hold of my temper. âReal talk: you snitch and itâs over for them. You got that?â
She tries to pull away, but I have her chin locked in a grip so tight itâs a wonder that I donât break the muthafucka off.
âGot it?â I ask again.
At long last, TaâShara slowly nods her head.
I release her as the limousine rolls to a stop. A few seconds later, the door is snatched open and I jump out first.
âIs she cool?â Treasure asks, scratching his dry dreadlocks and peering down into the backseat of the limo.
âYeah. Sheâs cool. Back the fuck up, homey.â I push him back and stare him down. âYou done had all the pussy youâre going to get tonight.â
His black glare lands on mine. âCâmon, shit. Whatâs another little taste going to hurt?â He smirks and grabs his dick. âIâll be quick. I promise.â
âI said, back the fuck up.â I shove him backward and pull my gat