of Callyâs apartment and was inside. Some dump, he thought, as he took in the cracks in the ceiling and the worn linoleum in the tiny entranceway. But neat. Cally was always neat. A Christmas tree in the corner of what passed for a living room had a couple of small, brightly wrapped packages under it.
Jimmy shrugged and went into the bedroom, where he ransacked the closet to find the clothes he knew would be there. After changing, he went through the place looking for money but found none. He yanked openthe doors that separated the stove, refrigerator, and sink from the living room, searched unsuccessfully for a beer, settled for a Pepsi, and made himself a sandwich.
From what his sources had told him, Cally should be home by now from her job in the hospital. He knew that on the way she picked up Gigi from the baby-sitter. He sat on the couch, his eyes riveted on the front door, his nerves jangling. Heâd spent most of the few dollars he found in the guardâs pockets on food from street vendors. He had to have money for the tolls on the Thruway, as well as enough for another tank of gas. Come on, Cally, he thought, where the hell are you?
At ten to six, he heard the key inserted in the lock. He jumped up and in three long strides was in the entryway, flattened against the wall. He waited until Cally stepped in and closed the door behind her, then put his hand over her mouth.
â Donât scream! â he whispered, as he muffled her terrified moan with his palm. âUnderstand?â
She nodded, eyes wide open in fear.
âWhereâs Gigi? Why isnât she with you?â
He released his grip long enough to let her gasp in an almost inaudible voice, âSheâs at the baby-sitterâs. Sheâs keeping her longer today, so I can shop. Jimmy, what are you doing here?â
âHow much money have you got?â
âHere, take my pocketbook.â Cally held it out to him,praying that he would not think to look through her coat pockets. Oh God, she thought, make him go away.
He took the purse and in a low and menacing tone warned, âCally, Iâm going to let go of you. Donât try anything or Gigi wonât have a mommy waiting for her. Understand that?â
âYes. Yes.â
Cally waited until he released his grip on her, then slowly turned to face him. She hadnât seen her brother since that terrible night nearly three years ago when, with Gigi in her arms, she had come home from her job at the day-care center to find him waiting in her apartment in the West Village.
He looks about the same, she thought, except that his hair is shorter and his face is thinner. In his eyes there wasnât even a trace of the occasional warmth that at one time made her hope there was a possibility he might someday straighten out. No more. There was nothing left of the frightened six-year-old who had clung to her when their mother dumped them with Grandma and disappeared from their lives.
He opened her purse, rummaged through it, and pulled out her bright green combination change purse and billfold. âEighteen dollars,â he said angrily after a quick count of her money. âIs that all?â
âJimmy, I get paid the day after tomorrow,â Callypleaded. âPlease just take it and get out of here. Please leave me alone.â
Thereâs half a tank of gas in the car, Jimmy thought. Thereâs money here for another half tank and the tolls. I might just be able to make Canada. Heâd have to shut Cally up, of course, which should be easy enough. He would just warn her that if she put the cops onto him and he got caught, heâd swear that she got someone to smuggle the gun in to him that heâd used on the guard.
Suddenly a sound from outside made him whirl around. He put his eye to the peephole in the door but could see no one there. With a menacing gesture to Cally, indicating that she had better keep quiet, he noiselessly turned the knob