and postcards from Paris are already lined up on the bulletin board above the pair of desks. When I look across to the other side, there, entangled on the bare mattress, are Cassie and Henri, sweaty and giggly and flushed like little pink pigs.
Henri nods, acknowledging my presence, and tries to get back to nuzzling Cassieâs neck. But she shuts him down cold, sitting up straight and readjusting her deep V-neck sweater.
âAbout time you got here,â she says, perfectly content and casual, as if she was expecting me. I was most definitely not expecting her. âNurse Connie came looking for you. You missed dinner. Apparently she thinks Iâm your keeper.â Her voice is as cold as those ice-blue eyes.
âWhat are you doing in here?â I ask.
âI was supposed to have the single, but I gave it up, you know, because of Gigiâs situation. I donât want to make things harder on the poor girl.â She frowns at me.
âButââ
âLook, Iâm not happy about it either. But itâs not like youâre entitled to a single.â Her words are clipped, sharp, with a hint of a British accent popping up now and again. âAnyway, itâs too late to do anything about now, right, E-Jun?â She stretches out my name like itâs a heavy, foreign thing she has to carry. A burden.
âEveryone calls me June,â I say, which she should know because weâre not strangers.
âCute,â she replies flatly. It makes me feel like Iâve said my American name is Star or Poppy or Rainbow.
Then she lumbers off my bed, as if it just occurred to her. When she catches me frowning, she shrugs. âHe knows I hate messing up my covers.â
Henri smirks. âAmong other things,â he adds, then winks in my direction. Gross. He gives her a deep, grabby good-bye kiss before he slinks off. I shudder at the thought of him. Something about that boy has always been off to me, and I hate the idea of him being here, in my space. Well, our space, I guess.
I seethe in silence as I start unpacking slowly, mentally willing away Cassie and all her stuff. Thereâs just so much of it. The closet is two-thirds full already, and sheâs got stacks of booksâMachiavelli, Marx, and other political things, along with all the major ballet booksâlining her shelf. In the corner, a small cube is filled with dance gearâdead toe shoes, leotards, ribbons, warm-ups. My side of the roomâwhatâs left of itâis stark in comparison.
When Cassie started at the conservatory in tenth grade, sheâd take half her ballet classes with us in Level 6 and the other half in Level 7 with the junior girls. No one really knew her. No one really wanted to know a girl who was too good of a dancer. She was Alecâs cousinâmy cousin, I realize with a startâand everyone knew that sheâd been specifically recruited from the Royal Ballet School. She was that good. But then, after what Bette and the girls did to herâthe hair, the shoes, and especially the lift accident with Willâshe disappeared. Now here she is, completely invading my space.
I unpack the box marked âteaâ and plug in the electric kettle, filling it with bottled water, hoping it will relax me. I open upmy new glass-lidded tea boxâa gift from Jayheâand pull out a small satchel of chamomile and lavender that he prepped for me. âItâll help you chill,â he always tells me. As if anything could really help with that tonight.
âCareful with the kettle,â Cassie announces. âFire hazard and all.â
âIâve had it for years and nothing so far.â
I donât realize Iâve said it aloud until she whips around and comes right up in my face. âI donât want any attitude from you.â She stares down at me, her skin pulled taut over her skull, like Charlie, our bio class skeleton. I wasnât exactly nice to her