groaned. âNo swimming, Quinn, you know that.â She just didnât know why. No one did, except for Jude. And he was keeping his mouth shut; it was the one thing Iâd let myself ask him for.
âWho goes down there to swim?â
âNot that either,â I snapped. But the small black cube was still in my pocket.
Just for emergencies
, I told myself. Like I always told myself.
âYouâre just endless amounts of fun,â she complained.
âFeel free to go bother someone else. Itâll be hard, but Iâll get over it.â
There was a pause. âJust get your ass down here,â she said. âOh and, Lia?â
âYeah?â
âSeriously. Lose the shirt.â
Like Quinn said, swimming wasnât exactly the only reason, or even the main reason, to trek across the grounds to the neo-mod steel-and-glass erector set that housed the pool. Nor was it the only reason I stayed away. The solar panels along the ceiling served double duty as net-linked screens, so you could fine-tune your zone and your backstroke at the same time. Or, as was mostly the case these days, so you could project a dizzying strobe show of light, color, and sound that made the perfect cooldown for anyone coming off a dreamer.
Thatâs what we called them.
Of course, usually when you dreamedâor should I say when orgs dreamedâthey dreamed alone. Even cradled in each otherâs arms, they were alone in the dark inside their own heads. For orgs, sleep was the ultimate isolation. Dreamers, on the other hand, didnât require sleep. They required nothing but a tiny black cube, an ocular uplink, and the will to disappear into madness for anywhere from five minutes to forever. Thanks to the dreamers, mechs could, in their own way, regain their dreams. And thanks to the dreamer linksâyet another of Judeâs âunofficialâ updatesâthey didnât have to dream alone. Hence the mechs sprawled across the pool deck, twitching and keening, and the bodies lining the pool floor, amorphous shapes wrapped together in the rippling water, their brains melting into a shared madness.
You didnât have to touch to have a linked dream, but I heardit helped. Water too made things more intense. At least, thatâs what I heard. Iâd never tried it myself. These days water made things a little
too
intenseâand the idea of dropping a dreamer in public repulsed me.
Quinn was waiting outside, and she wasnât alone. I scowled at Jude. Typical of Quinn to drag him along. âWhatâs heââ I stopped.
It was Jude, but also . . . not Jude.
âSeth, this is the girl I was telling you about.â Quinn shot me a wicked smile. âSethâs not interested in staying, but . . .â She raised her eyebrows. âI figured you could change his mind.â
He had Judeâs faceâthe harsh, angular lines, the bland beauty we all shared sharpened by raking cheekbones, hooded eyes, full lips built to smirk. But he wasnât smirking, and his eyesâslate gray, not Judeâs flashing amberâdarted from Quinn to me to the ground and back again. His flesh was an unbroken plane of creamy peach without any of Judeâs swooping silver circuitry, and his long, muscled arms looked like org arms, without the transparent panel Jude wore on his left bicep, showing off his internal wiring like a badge of honor.
This guy, this
Seth
, looked normal, in a way all of us on Quinnâs estate had accepted we would never be. But he also looked like Jude.
âDonât zone on me, Lia,â Quinn warned. âItâs only weird for a minute. You get over it.â
Easy for Quinn to say. She had a custom-made body and face, tailored to her exact specifications. Unlike Jude, whoâdbeen plucked from life in the gritty city to serve as one of BioMaxâs first experimental subjectsâit was strictly off-the-rack for him, a body and face the