back your husbandâs horse.â
âThank you,â the woman said. âThank you kindly.â
Mrs. Harris was not pretty and had never been pretty. She was thin, slack-breasted, and barefoot. Dust had settled between her toes, and the bottom of her threadbare calico dress was much stained and frayed. Two silent children, a boy and a girl, joined her at the door. The girl, dark circles under her huge brown eyes, looked to be about ten, the boy a year or two younger and frail.
âIs there anything I can do for you, maâam?â Samuel said.
The woman shook her head. âNo, thereâs nothing you can do for me.â
âMay I escort you to your husbandâs funeral?â
âNo, I donât want to see Arch go under the ground,â Mrs. Harris said. âWhat words could I add to the ones that have already been said between him and me and those Iâve said to our God?â
âDid he abuse you, maâam?â Samuel said.
âNo, he was a good enough husband when he stayed away from whiskey and fancy women.â She met Samuelâs eyes. âHe brought home a whoreâs disease that will kill me sooner or later. But before I die, I want to see my children settled.â
The afternoon was hot, oppressive, and Samuel OâBrien felt penned up, as though the day was crowding him close, refusing to let him move. Sweat trickled down his back and seeped from under his hat brim and stung his eyes.
Now he tried hard to do the right thing.
âMrs. Harris,â he said, âyou and your children would be welcome at my ranch. Thereâs always plenty of work to be done around Dromore, and youâd have a steady wage and a place to live.â
âYouâre one of them OâBrien boys, arenât you?â the woman said. She had faded gray eyes, the color of wood smoke.
Samuel touched his hat and smiled. âYes indeed, maâam. My nameâs Samuel, or Sam if you like.â
The woman nodded. âThatâs a very kind offer, Mr. OâBrien, but we can fend for ourselves.â
âBut how will you live?â
âWeâll get by.â
Samuel felt a twinge of desperation. âYouâd be happy at Dromore, Mrs. Harris, and we can bring in a doctor to treat yourââhe searched for a kinder word than diseaseââmisery.â
The woman was silent for long moments, then she said, âThe day is hot, Mr. OâBrien. I must get the children inside.â
Defeat weighing on him, Samuel said, âMrs. Harris, about your husband . . . Iâm sorry.â
âOne way or another, weâre all sorry, Mr. OâBrien. Some of us are even sorry that we were ever born.â She turned and pushed the kids inside, and the door closed behind her.
Samuel sat his horse, feeling drained and lethargic in the heat. Finally, he swung away from the shack and headed west toward Dromore. He felt heâd lost something, a part of himself that heâd never regain. But as to what it was, he had no idea.
Chapter Four
Samuel OâBrien rode up to the big house at Dromore under a flaming sky that roofed the timbered high country with bands of scarlet and jade. The heat of the day was over and the dust had settled, leaving clean air that smelled of pine resin and the wildflowers night-blooming among pinnacles of mountain rock.
When Samuel swung out of the saddle, a Mexican boy ran to take his horse. âIs Señor Jacob here?â he said to the kid.
The boy shook his head. âNo, patron. He did not come, I think.â
Disappointed, Samuel nodded and stepped inside. The butler met him in the foyer and told him that his wife and son were in the study with the colonel.
âJacob didnât arrive?â Samuel said, hoping that the boy couldâve been mistaken.
âNo, sir,â the butler said. âDromore has had no visitors today.â
When Samuel walked into the study his wife ran to meet