breaking the rules for the first time in my life?
I’d been around naked men before, no doubt about that. Had I ever had a patient as young and well-formed as Jax? No. What did that say about me? That I was so superficial that a guy’s looks would tempt me to pretty much forget about my rules, let alone the rules of the agency I worked for?
Then again, if I had sex with Jax, it wasn’t as if the situation could be construed as sexual abuse against my client. He had just as much said that he was open to it. I wasn’t exactly the victim of sexual misconduct on his part either, so I figured that neither one of us would be breaking any rules. That it was frowned upon was beside the point.
The more I sat at the kitchen table and considered, the hotter I got. The thought of Jax touching me, kissing me, exploring every aspect of my body with his tongue made me wet. My pussy started throbbing with desire and he wasn’t even in the room! Oh, to hell with it. Maybe I just needed to get him out of my system. Maybe once my curiosity was assuaged, I could focus on my job and his rehab, and not on his body, every ripple of his muscles, the sexual charisma that seem to ooze out of every pore. The fact that he ran around naked certainly wasn’t helping, and I still couldn’t determine whether he was just testing me or not.
I forgot my menu, shoved the papers away, and stood. My heart was pounding. Was I making a mistake? Most certainly. Did I care? At the moment, no. The repercussions? I had no idea, but the truth of the matter was, I wanted Jax. I had known him for a day and had never felt such a sexual desire or attraction for any man in my life. I didn’t know if it was because of his bad boy persona, his Delta Force background, or just the fact that he was so damn good looking. The plain and simple truth was that I wanted to jump his bones and feel him inside me more than I had ever desired any man.
I made my decision. I would deal with the fallout later. Well, whatever. I was on birth control pills, but before things got too far I wanted to see if he mentioned condoms. Right now, every cell in my body was strumming with anticipation and desire. I made my way slowly to his office, then stood just in front of his open door, knowing that I could change my mind. He couldn’t see me yet.
Right this minute, I hadn’t overstepped the boundaries. Right this second, I could turn around and go back to the kitchen and plan my menu like I was supposed to do. Then, taking a deep breath, I stepped into the doorway.
Jax sat, still naked, behind his desk, working on paperwork. He glanced up, put the pen down and stared at me. His eyes tore right through me; made me feel things that I had never felt before. I wanted to jump into his arms and run away at the same time. I didn’t say a word, but just stared at him with wide eyes, praying that I wasn’t about to make the biggest mistake of my life.
After several seconds of silence, he slowly stood. I wasn’t terribly surprised to find that his cock already stood at attention, as if reaching out toward me.
“Come here,” he said softly.
I did.
In a matter of steps, I stood in front of him. Of its own accord, my hand reached out and grasped his cock. Warm. Solid. The veins running through it were engorged. I felt the thickness of them in my palm.
I rubbed my thumb over the tip of his head. It oozed liquid. He continued to stare down at me, then he lowered his head and kissed me. My hand left his cock and wrapped around his naked shoulders as his warm tongue stroked my lips and then delved between them, encouraging me to open my mouth. I did. His tongue darted inside, making slow, swirling circles around my own. As our tongues played tag, his hands were busy.
My blood surged and pounded through my veins. My ears rang from the sensual kiss, but then he suddenly broke off contact, reached for the bottom of my scrub top and pulled it gently over my head. Then, with deft fingers, he