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game. I invented the fucking game. "Almost. Give me five more minutes." The fact that Cassie and I are so close together isn't lost on him, but Matt nods his head and leaves the kitchen just as quickly as he entered it. "Can we talk about this later, Theo. I've got to get this ready. I'm slacking at my job." Stepping away from her I pick up the measuring cup of powdered chocolate and hand it to her. "Sure. Let me help."
Three
Theo
Entry #1601
There are many women in history who are admirable and will be remembered for what they did here on this earth. Mother Teresa, Joan of Arc, Mary Magdalene, Susan B. Anthony, and Eleanor Roosevelt, to name a few. Watching Cassie today made me realize she could easily be on that list. She has little resources but is such a selfless woman. I'm in awe of her. I have an infinite amount of resources and I'm a selfish bastard.
After spending the morning at the park district building, we've fed hundreds of Chicago's homeless population and cleaned up our mess so the cafeteria is ready for an event that will be held there tomorrow. I'm tired and really wish I had a spare pair of clothing with me so I wasn't still stuck in yesterday's clothes. I'm just thankful Cassie hasn't noticed. Most of the volunteers have gone home. It's just Matt, Cassie, an older woman with a full head of silver, and me. I'm ready to get out of here but I don't want to leave without talking to Cassie. We haven't had any more time together since we were in the kitchen and I'm itching to touch her again. "I think that's about it for the day. Do you want me to give you a ride home, Cassie?" Matt is looking at me when he asks her the question. I try my best to look unaffected by the fact that he's trying to trample all over my time with her. "My car's here, Matt. Besides, don’t you have a date to go on? Wasn’t that the whole point of us driving separately?" "Oh yeah, right." He looks genuinely disappointed that he has other plans besides driving Cassie home. I don't blame the guy. No date could be better than being alone with Cassie. Sucker. "Go. You don't want to be late for your date. I'll lock up." Matt glances at me again and then back at Cassie. "I don't want to leave you here... with a strange man I don't know." Strange? How would he like a bloody, broken nose to go along with him on his first date because I can make that happen? Who knows, maybe I could fix the crooked mess it already is. "Theo's harmless. Go, Matt." She practically shoves him out of the cafeteria behind the older woman who's already started to make her way out of the building. Cassie turns back to me and we're the only two people left in the room. I want to say something but I'm suddenly speechless and unsure of what to say next, which is so unlike me. Shit. I act like an entirely different person around her. I want the old Theo back who would say something crass, kiss her, and then take her home and fuck her. "You don't have to stick around, Theo. I'm just going to lock up and head out." "I was hoping we could talk about everything." "Everything? That's pretty vague. Could you be a little more specific?" Okay. "I thought we could talk about what happened between us at Chris's house, and in the pool, and again at Chris's house and then in the parking lot of the health–" "Okay. I get it," she interrupts. Her cheeks turn a bright shade of red. "Where do you want to talk?" "I'd suggest my place, but I don’t know how comfortable you'd be there and I want you to be comfortable so you'll speak freely. Why don't we go to your apartment? We can order food and talk things out." I'm hoping she'll agree to this plan easily because I want to be alone with her again. I want to feel her lips against mine and I wouldn't reject her if she decided she wanted to screw my brains out. The wait is an unwelcome torture, one I'll continue to endure if I need to, but I'd love it if we could stop the back and forth. "We should