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process. Jacob felt like a lecher, but he didn’t do anything to hinder it. His mind flashed back to the way she had stared at him as he’d undressed. Her eyes shone with hunger, as she dared him to continue. He knew all along that he was going too far. She was only feeling the aftereffects of the adrenaline, but her eyes, damn; they kept him mesmerized, and he was unable to resist. He wasn’t overly body-conscious, beyond needing his to be his best weapon in a fight, but the way she stared so appreciatively still stoked his ego and left his body on fire. When he’d turned to face her, she lost some of her bravado, keeping her eyes firmly locked on his face, but it didn’t take her long to rally. And when she invited him to share her bed, he was so close to giving in to temptation that only the thought that she might regret him later held him to his chair. When, and if, she came to his bed, he wanted her to remember the experience fondly.
    She stirred once more. This time she made a tiny sound of distress, and he was on his feet in an instant. Drawing in a sharp breath, she jerked, and her eyes opened. He leaned over her, unsure of whether or not she was awake. She stared at him sightlessly for a moment before her eyes focused. She blinked rapidly in confusion, then, in a move that blew him out of the water, twined her arms around his neck, drew his head down and sealed her mouth over his. He really tried to be good, he really did, but his good intentions were scattered to the wind at the first brush of her lips. Her unexpected move left him unbalanced, and she easily pulled him the rest of the way into the bed. He managed to cushion his fall just enough to keep from crushing her. Her hands roamed his body, and when she brushed the waistband of his pants, she made a sound of disgust, pulling away slightly. “Why the fuck did you get dressed?”
    A laugh escaped his lips at the indignation in her voice. “You can still back out,” he told her honestly.
    “Jacob, shut up.”
    He broke into a wide grin. “Yes ma’am,” and then because he couldn’t not do it, he leaned down, sucking her nipple into his mouth, drawing a moan from her chest.
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    She watched horrified as Mary’s lifeless body melted to the ground, as if in slow motion. When her friend’s lifeless body landed upon her, the air was knocked from her lungs.
    The dream was so real. When her eyes latched upon Jacob hovering over her, it was as if he were the last great hope left in the world. She couldn’t back down, and she promised herself she would never regret this moment, even if she never saw him again after this night. She couldn’t allow this emptiness to grow inside of her, and maybe she was only using him to fill that space, but she was desperate for him. His tongue flattened over her nipple as he sucked it into his mouth. The darkness within her mind was obliterated. She shoved both hands past the waistband of his pants and pushed them over his hips. She wiggled around beneath him, trying desperately to get him to do what she wanted, but he refused to take the hint. She was desperate to feel him inside her, but he resisted all her attempts to move him along. He continued to slowly explore her body with his mouth, making her insane with lust. She reached down, squeezing his erection and lightly stroking him, but he tugged her hand away, lifting it next to her head and pinning it with his large hands. He repeated the motion with her other hand, forcing her to accept his will. When he kissed a path down her rib cage and over her hipbone, the torture was exquisite. When his mouth sealed over her core, she thought she’d die from the pleasure, and she drew a gasp of air down her throat. She was so close to flying apart, but he crawled up her body instead of pushing her over the edge, and he pushed slowly inside her until she was stretched wide. His lips brushed her ear. “I want to feel you pulsing around me when you come,” his words alone