Goosebumps ran over my body, my nipples stiffened, every cell in my body building toward a peak like I’d never known. John gripped me hard and thrust me down onto his cock. I relaxed, giving him control for a moment and looking down into his piercing blue eyes. It couldn’t be that he never did this. He was too good.
“I want to watch you come,” he said, his voice a lusty groan. I moaned and rocked against him, creating pressure against his skin, the power of his words filling me with primal need. Riding him hard so that I shook his hands loose, the fire rose inside of my body. The tongues of flame licked over my thighs and through the small of my back.
The waves of pleasure rose through my body, extending out to every fiber of my being, making my brain go blank again. I moaned and fell against him, the tide of my release receding, leaving the pleasure of a tender ache between my legs, the prickle of sweet relaxation on my body. John rolled me over and plunged into me hard. His hips hit my sensitive flesh, but I could tell he was also near his end. Breathing in shorter and shorter bursts, his abs contracted against my stomach. He tensed once more and let out a growl, then bent down to bite my shoulder.
“Come inside me, baby,” I purred, shocked at my own words. John nibbled the flesh of my neck again and bucked hard against me, leaning down to kiss my lips at the last moment. His kiss was violent, hard, the kiss of a man torn and downtrodden… but here, I could comfort him, let him know that he was needed. Even if was only for this brief moment. Letting out a mighty groan, he thrust hard once more and shuddered. I reached up and laced my fingers through his hair again, pulling his lips to mine and kissing him as his body released into mine. He sighed deeply and fell against me, rolling to my side and pulling me into his arms.
“That was the finest thing that’s happened to me... in ages.”
“Me too,” I said. He brushed my hair to the side and buried his face in my neck. He inhaled deeply, sighing again as he exhaled.
“Now that’s what I call a real woman.”
“How do you know that?” I asked, kissing his forehead and tasting the salt of his sweat.
“You just are. Trust me when I say I haven’t been with a woman for a very long time. I’m not even sure if those condoms are seaworthy. I don’t think I’ve actually used one in the past year.”
“Oh god, how romantic. The one in my purse probably isn’t either,” I said, laughing. A tiny panic struck me at my center. This liaison was meant to be easy, painless, a reward for my hard work. Still, everything came with its complications, its obligations. On my way in tomorrow, I’d have to pick up Plan B. I was going to be on the campaign trail, after all, pounding the pavement alongside Kelly. And even if Kelly was careless in love, she wasn’t careless about anything else. If I were going to take my cues from her, I’d take them all the way. I cleared my throat, realizing that the gin was losing its effect in my mind. Reality was quick to settle in after any anomaly like this, and I looked at John, slightly embarrassed.
“How did we let ourselves get so carried away?” I kissed him again, still savoring his taste, but with some awkwardness now.
“Sometimes it’s just what you do when you meet someone, someone very special. A once in a lifetime moment.” I laughed.
“That sounds like one for the romance books, not for real life. Forgive me if I’m a little bit jaded.” I rolled away from him, awkwardness and embarrassment creeping into my consciousness. The bold girl, the one who had taken what she had wanted, didn’t have a purpose in my psyche anymore. She had gained her sinful prize, and in her place was the regular Sonia. The one who didn’t leave her job or go off to the Four Seasons with strange men. I sat up on the edge of the bed, looking back at him. He was right that the condom didn’t