some prank or other that like as not had gotten both Sarah and him in trouble. The cat shifted, cantilevering one splayed paw out over Kateyâs knee, and Dean frowned slightly, trying to remember the beastâs name. Something weird Sarahâd thought up when she got the kitten for her twelfth birthday. Which meantâgood Lord!âthe animal had a good fifteen years under its belt. Maybe it wasnât the same cat.
Hands in pockets, Dean drifted over to Katey and nodded toward the empty half of the window seat. âMind if I join you?â
The child flashed him a holey grin that would have suckered him into buying ice in January. Then she eyed the couple as if theyâd suddenly developed oozing sores over most of their bodies. âKinda makes you sick, donât it?â
â Doesnât it,â Dean gently corrected her as he eased himself onto the seat, then stretched out his long legs, crossing them at the ankles. He could still hear his mother declaring there was no excuse for shoddy grammar. Ever. Just pure laziness, if not contrariness, far as she was concerned, stringing words together every which way the way people did. There were times he still expected his motherâs hand to descend from heaven and whomp him one on the backside for some linguistic infraction or other.
Dean slanted Katey a smile, remembering he was in the middle of a conversation. âYeah, I guess watching your sister and Lance drool over each otherâs a little hard to take. But youknowâ¦â He reached over and scratched the catâs chin, eliciting a blissful rumble. âThey are in love, you know.â
âItâs disgustinâ. â
Dean chuckled. âWhen you come right down to it, though, thatâs what most people want.â While Katey seemed to contemplate how on earth sheâd managed to be born into the human race, it suddenly came to him. âBalthasar!â
âHuh?â Katey said, her nose wrinkled under wide eyes. Her resemblance to her big sister made his heart stumble.
âIsnât that the catâs name?â
The little girl looked from him to the cat and back to him. âHowâd you know that?â
In an instant, he realized sheâd been told nothing. That she had no idea heâd known her sister before. Eventually, sheâd figure it out, but right now she probably thought heâd just sprung up like a mushroom after a rainstorm. Nor was it his place to tell her any differently.
His shoulders hitched in a nonchalant shrug. âOhâ¦I thinkâ¦Lance mustâve told me. Iâd just forgotten for a moment, sugar.â
Enormous eyes shot to his, brimming with tears. âWhyâd you call me that?â
The childâs sudden mood change threw him. âIâ¦donât know. It just kind of popped out. Does it bother you?â
One tear slipped down a soft cheek. âMy daddy used to call me that.â
âOhâ¦â Dean hesitated, then leaned forward, his hands loosely clasped together. âYou really miss him, donât you?â
Katey nodded, then wiped her nose with the back of her hand, jutting out her chin. Sarahâs chin. âSarah says Iâll always remember him, butââ she shook her head, straight maple-colored hair swishing softly against delicate shoulders ââbut I think sheâs just trying to make me feel better.â She swallowed and looked out the window again. âEvery night, I imagine him sittinâ beside me on my bed and sayinâ my prayers with me, just like he used to. But I canât hear his voice no more.â Dean saw her lip quiver, then the effort exerted tocontrol it, and decided to let the grammatical slip pass. Then the child leaned her head to one side, considering. âAre you lonely, Dean?â
He choked on his own startled laugh. âWhat makes you ask that?â
âLance said you donât have a wife or