things out for himself. Still, Diana was a trained investigator and, in her own way, as competent as Jesse. She couldnât help but notice that Jesse had been different since heâd gotten the invitation to Jennâs wedding.
Sheâd never been married, so she could only imagine what Jesse was going through. It wasnât like Diana hadnât gotten offers. Sheâdbeen tempted by some of them. Sheâd been in love before, just not like this. At the Bureau she had struggled so hard to get ahead, to be noticed for something other than her looks. In the end she had thrown it all away, but not unhappily.
âCome on, Evans,â Jesse said. âYou want to say something. Say it.â
âJenn.â
âUh-huh.â
âUh-huh! Whatâs that even mean?â
âOkay,â he said. âWhat about Jenn?â
âDonât play dumb with me, Chief Stone. Ever since you got the invitation, youâve been different.â
He didnât answer right away because he didnât want to sound defensive and because she was right. Heâd spoken to Diana about Jenn, but superficially. He never enjoyed being around people who went on about their exes. He certainly tried not to do it. And in spite of all the hard work heâd done with Dix on his relationship with Jenn, he was also unsure of how to explain the tangled, dysfunctional two-step they had done for so many years. He still wasnât completely sure he understood it himself.
âItâs complicated.â
She laughed. âNo kidding. But youâre going to have to do better than that.â
âNot tonight,â he said, cupping his hand behind her head and pulling her mouth to his.
But she pushed back. âThe scotch,â she said. âDonât.â
He knew she was right. She guzzled her drink.
âListen, Jesse, Iâm going to use the facilities and brush my teeth. We donât have to talk about Jenn tonight, but you do have to talk to her and answer the invitation for my sake, if not for yours.â
âHowâs that?â
âThereâs only room for two in my bed, Jesse: me and you. No room for memories and ghosts.â
She put the empty glass on the nightstand and stepped out of bed.
SEVEN
S uit used the key Elena had given him. Elena, he thought, laughing to himself that he still sometimes caught himself thinking of her as Miss Wheatley. Miss Wheatley was pretty much all the eighteen-year-old senior and football star Luther Simpson could think about. She was certainly who he dreamed about. As an adult, heâd always had a weakness for older womenâsometimes married, sometimes not. Stepping into the vestibule, he couldnât help but wonder if his high school crush on Elena had started him along that path. Not that there had been a huge age difference between them. She was a twenty-one-year-old student teacher in Suitâs English class when they met.
Suit remembered the first day he saw her. She was pretty in a way he had never experienced before, her hair so black it almost shone purple in the sunlight spilling into the classroom through the high arched wood-framed windows at the old high school. She was what his mom used to call petite. He never knew exactly what that word meant until heâd laid eyes on her. Before that day, heâd thought it just meant small, but she wasnât just small. She was so delicate and her features were so fine that for the first time in his life he feltembarrassed by his hulking size. He didnât understand his embarrassment then, and he wasnât sure he did now. What he did understand was that he had fallen deeply, stupidly in love with her and that he was never going to be able to express the way he felt or have his feelings returned.
âLuther?â Elena asked, calling down again from the second floor of the house sheâd inherited from her mom. âDid you guys win?â
âI scored the