anything else that wouldnât be considered proper worshipping behavior. And you want to know why?â
I checked Aliciaâs reaction. Her legs were drawn to her chest, with her arms around her knees. Her black hair hung in bone-straight chunks. She jerked her chin, as if to say,
Ask, you fool. Arenât you even paying attention?
âWhy?â I said.
Rae tapped her thigh with violent purple nails. âHavenât you noticed that whenever they enter a roomâyour Bitches, my Bitches, whoeverâeverything stops and then starts up again, with them at the center of things?â
âYeah,â I said, like
so
?
âAnd havenât you noticed that even if you want to, you canât
not
like them?â
âBecause no one would want to. Because theyâre â¦â I struggled for the right word, but couldnât find it. âCool,â I finished lamely.
âNo,â Rae said.
âYes,â I said.
âBut thatâs not
why
you like them.â
âYes it is.â
âNo itâs not.â
âYes it
is
.â
â
No
, itâs
not
.â
I closed my eyes. Conversations with Rae were always like this. They went on and on and when they finally ended, the payoff was zilch.
Donât jam your hands in your front pockets, or else.
I opened my eyes. I raised my eyebrows at Alicia, who raised hers right back.
âFine,â I said to Rae. âThen why
do
I like them, if itâs not because theyâre cool?â
âBecause you have to. Because they
make
you.â
âAnd how do they do that?â
âI donât know. But they do.â
âUh-huh. Mind control? Voodoo? Invisible puppet strings?â
Rae regarded me with disdain. âCrack jokes if it makes you feel better. But the world is a hell of a lot bigger than you think. All sorts of things go on that you know nothing about.â
Alicia scooted closer. âFinish telling her about Jennifer Mayfield.â
âOh yeah,â I said. âDefinitely.â
âWell, like I said, Jennifer was tapped to be a Bitch,â Rae said. She got to her knees and stretched her body, reaching for the brush on Aliciaâs dresser. She grasped it and sat back down. âBut it fell apart.â
âWhat do you mean, it fell apart?â
Rae tugged at the tangles in her hair. âShe pissed them off. Or else she just wasnât good enough. She never figured it out.â
âDid she care?â
âDid she
care
? She
only
switched schools in the middle of fallsemester. She
only
ran away with her tail between her legs and never came back. Uh, yeah, Iâd say she cared.â
Okay, I could get that. I was starting to care, too. âSo what does that have to do with Bitsy and Mary Bryan and Keisha?â
âEverything,â Rae said. âBecause Jennifer let things slip before she left. And the Bitches arenât all they appear to be. Thatâs all Iâm saying.â
âBut Bitsy and Keisha and Mary Bryan werenât around when you and Jennifer were in high school. Theyâd have been in, like, elementary school.â
âHave you been listening to anything Iâve said? Theyâre all the same, year after year after year. They may not start out that way, but then they
do
something. Something big. And they
become
.â
âBecome?â I repeated.
âI donât know how, no one does, but thereâs more going on than everyone thinks.â Rae stopped brushing. She lowered her voice. âSomething bad happened a long time ago. Really bad.â
âAnd that would be?â
She tilted her head. âHave you ever heard the saying, âShe sold her soul to the devilâ?â
Oh good god.
âRae,â I said, âIâm not a little kid straight out of the pumpkin patch. I stopped being scared of ghost stories years ago.â
Raeâs expression didnât change. Her face was long,