wheel to pat his lean belly, and Ciri had to wonder if food had always been plentiful for the non-shifter.
Guilt slithered through her once more. She was railing against being taken from her home, when this man may not have had enough to eat. At least she had always had an opulent Pride roof over her head and enough food to sustain an army within easy reach. She swallowed and focused on something besides herself. âWhat were you doing there?â
Ben pointed to a leather case in the backseat. âTaking pictures. Thatâs what I do.â
âYouâre a photographer?â That piqued her interest, drew her attention from her own troubles. As a graphic designer, Ciri was always intrigued by what other artists did with their work.
âPhotojournalist, specifically.â He gave her a glance that said he knew she was avoiding the topic of her stalker. âThe shots I took are for a local newspaper. Iâm heading out of town in a few weeks for a story in Bali.â
âWhoâs that for?â
His broad shoulders shrugged, and she had to remind herself that he was a half-decade younger than her. He had turned twenty a month beforeâand Ciri only knew that much because sheâd wandered into the kitchen when Isabel was making a cake for the occasionâbut he seemed . . . older. The young man had ancient eyes. âA travel magazine. They want a big glossy spread.â
âYou also take pictures for Andreaâs clothing line, donât you?â Ciri had spent an entertaining evening with the fashion designer when sheâd come to Tokyo for a fashion show. That Andrea was the Pride leaderâs sister and was mated to Tomasâs cousin played into the political closeness of the two Prides. When he was younger, Antonio Cruz had served as Second in South America the way Tomas served as Second in North America now. Ciri didnât pretend to understand the political intricacies and undertones that went along with leadership and heirs and Seconds. She was learning because she had to, but it wasnât natural for her like it was for her mate. It made her head spin, and seemed much too dangerous a game to play.
âYeah, I shoot for Andrea occasionally. I take the jobs that pay.â Ben made a sharp left turn and pulled up to the mansionâs front gate. âHere we are.â
Seeing the Prideâs stronghold sent an enormous surge of relief coursing through her. She wanted to sink into that sense of safety, but could she really count on it here? She clenched her trembling fingers, took a breath, and fought the panic that had never abated since sheâd come to San Francisco. Since sheâd lost her husbandâs attentionâhis loveâleaving her alone.
She glanced at Ben. âThank you for helping me and thank you for the ride.â
âNot a problem.â He reached out the car window and typed in a code on the keypad, then set his palm against a scanner. Several video cameras swiveled around to zero in on the vehicle. After a moment, the gate swung wide to admit them. âI hope youâre going to tell Antonio about what happened today. Heâll need to know for security reasons.â
âOkay, thank you. Good-bye.â She didnât wait to finish the pleasantries with Ben, though she knew she was being rude again. Fumbling for the door handle, she shot out of the Jeep the second it rocked to a halt.
As wide as the distance seemed to be between her mate and her, she still wanted the protection of Tomasâs arms around her right now. She wanted to feel not so isolated, she wanted . . . what theyâd had before politics had interfered in their marriage.
She ran for the door of the sprawling mansion. The Prideâs ever-competent butler, Eva, swung the door open just as Ciri reached it. âThank you.â
She tossed the comment over her shoulder at the other woman as she hurried by, making a beeline straight for